the truth

The beach

We all decided to go to the beach the next day and let me tell you apparently it's a bloody mission getting kids out the house." Let's go hurry up or we are leaving without youse" I shout walking out putting food in the back of the jeep

All the kids file out Alexandro locks the door and everyone gets in their cars.

We leave first everyone following behind us " anyone see harper was not dressed for the beach" I say to Alexandro As I look in the mirror see her cars lined up with ours a electric green car " yes but there's something on her mind" he says as we all pull up to the beach and park next to each other getting out we all set our towels down

Harlow and Hugo are tanning
Axle is wrestling ace in the sand
Me and Alexandro are on the sun beds that we bought with us tanning while he reads
Harper is well...on her phone and looking around everywhere for god knows what

" harped come to the water" Harlow says and harper shakes her head "no" she says and Harlow picks her up harper screams " no Harlow" making Alexandro look up " Harlow put her down" when she does Harper grabs her shoes and goes to her car sitting in the passenger side with the door open leaning out so we can't see her

" what did you do" Alexandro asks Harlow " I picked her up to take her to the water and she freaked out" I nod " go on have fun" I smile at them they race to the water " I'll go" Alexandro says I nod keeping an eye on the older ones

I walk over to her car and see her now sat in the car just with the door open and head on the wheel " hey" I say crouching down next to the door " hi I'm sorry I screamed" I nod " it's okay what's wrong eh" she shrugs

" I'm gonna go home and sleep" I nod kissing her head as I shut her door she drives off I walk back to Eliza " she's tired you can tell" she nods and the kids come running back hugging Eliza " off me now" she complains I laugh and some boys come over this will be funny

" hello harls" Harlow stands up smirking Hugo grabs her "what are you doing" he asks all the boys o tense " he's my boyfriend idiot" I laugh " no absolutely not look at him he's a noodle fuck off" I say and Harlow glares at me he's not really he's about same size as ace huff " he can come for dinner tomorrow"

He nod " thank you where's the harper I'm yet to meet your so obsessed with" Harlow smiles " she's tired so went home he hums and they walk off

I got home and walked in a gun got put to my temple " I'm not in the mood do it or-" they speak " you killed my son" mr knight omg " oh didn't know you was coming" I face him and he laughs bitterly " pack a bag and leave if you don't there will be consequences to your family Harlow will die your mummy and your brother everyone"

I nod gulping visibly I run upstairs packing a duffel bag and walking back down see he is outside we walk to my car " take these" he give me new identity and I open my trunk putting my bag in he puts a duffel bag in " what's in the" he laughs " money you can't use card if your hiding" I want you away I nod

I wrote a kettle it's in the kitchen and ones in everyone's room just in case somethings happened i places them everywhere in the house I nod " I am sorry" he ignores me as I get in my car I drive and drive for hours even days

We walk in and harpers car isn't in the drive there's a letter in the kitchen " GUYS" I shout everyone comes running in " there's a letter" Alexandro says I nod opening it I start reading it out loud

Hi guys or my family, I started writing these months ago because something always happens I'm sorry your reading this but I've left.I want you to know I love you all individually a lot more than I ever could.I'm not built to be a black I'm not strong or talented I'm basic and I'm glad and appreciated I got to call you my family because you are you made me fee welcome for months I all writes you a letter individually do why you please hopefully I will come back but if I don't.

Harlow take my clothes you want but don't let anyone in my room and Hugo tell everyone and I know you know what I mean I love you. Ace stop being a asshole and smile spend time with the family they will be with you for life.axle be strong look after everyone because I BELIVE in you big brother.

Finally mum and dad the best parents I could ask for you've given me a home and a family I could dream off I love you both so much thank you.

Don't track me down you won't find me if you do then don't come get me I'll come back eventually don't know when but I will I am sorry for this but it's needed.

Love your bambina

I let a sob fall through my mouth and Alexandro hugs me " it's okay we will be okay" I sniffle I wipe my eyes see axle hugging Harlow and Hugo hugging ace Harlow silently crying

" well we can't track her but someone else can" Alexandro says and we all look at him " the kings dummy's" we all go separate ways until it's me and Harlow " I miss her" I nod pulling her into me " I love you" she smiles into my neck " I love you too"

My phone rings I see aces contact come up I answer but put my side on mute " Harper I don't know if your there but coke home we need you I need you" he sniffles tears sting my eyes " Harper ple-" I end the call as I pull off the boat in my car in on an island now outer banks