the truth

Over

Me and jack are having an argument because he's being a prick.

" Harper sit the fuck down and talk to me we are in here together" I throw on a pair off socks and go on the balcony slamming the door shut behind me and sigh as I sit down

We have been in this room for 4 days straight I'm going fucking crazy and I get a text

Dinner is outside the door

I get up and ignore jack opening the bedroom door getting the McDonalds bags before putting them on the bed and jack takes the food out I sigh going to the bathroom shutting the door

I've had no sleep I see his face all the time

" Harper food come on" I take a deep breathe walking out after eating he puts it in the bin then comes over to try cuddle I push him away and he pull me ontop of him " jack fuck off" he grabs my wrists pinning them behind me " watch it Harper"

I groan at him and he grabs my chin " why haven't you slept I know you slip out of bed very early and leave me to cuddle a fucking pillow" I sigh as I rest my forehead against his and he lets go of my hands hugging me I hug him " I'm just tired of being in here" he squeezes me " I know we can leave tomorrow yeah and go the beach or the peir" I hum as I feel my eyes close

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I wake up the next morning with swinging open and hitting the wall I jump awake letting out a scream waking jack up " fucking hell" he mutters " harper it's your brothers and Harlow" I look up and see it is just them they look at us confused as jack goes back to sleep " I'm okay just not been able to sleep since last night you scared me" they come over kissing my cheek and ace hugs me " come talk later hm" I nod at him

Everyone walks out taking jack as they push him around and Harlow stays " why's happened" I shrug " I keep getting dreams of how it would be if the baby lived you know" I feel a tear slip " but all thing happen for a reason I know you never fully recovered you ignored it and put it aside" I sniffle nodding and she hugs me

" we are going to the beach come on" I nod as I put on a sports bra some shorts and an oversized shirt and some sandals we walk downstairs and the boys are all in shorts and have towels they are all laughing and smiling

" kids come on" dad shouts from outside

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We get there and pile out of cars boys wrestle each other me and harper walk to where dad is stood on the beach " hello pa" I say he puts a arm over mine and Harlow shoulder on each side of him " you two keep me sane I swear" we smile I snuggle into him and Eliza walks over " come on youse get in the water" she pulls dad and Harlow follows

" come on" she says I shake my head " I will in a sec" I give her a smile and she nods peeling off her cover up and she is your typical girl long hair hour glass body shape tan skin clear skin she beautiful

I watch them all mess around and laugh before I get thrown over someone's shoulder " Hugo I swear to fuck" he laughs as my body collides worth the water i comes back up wiping hair out of my face and then we all start splashing each other laughing

And soon everyone calms down I look at the sun setting I feel jacks arms come around my waist and I turn around wrapping my legs around his waist and arms around his neck then he puts his on my ass I roll my eyes as his smirk comes on his face

" I never thanked you for everything you did for me you know I am thankful for you" he nods starring at me " you never gave up on me at any time and I'm not the best person but I-" he puts me off by kissing me I kiss him back tilting my head deepening it

We hear shouts

" go Harper"

" that looks like it's been practise"

" that's my little sister"

They go on and on till we pull away and my face is bright red me kisses my cheek " come on we better get home" I nod at him as we get out the water jack gets scolded by my brothers my dad looks at me sad and I give him a little smile

When we do get home everyone showers and changed I change into fluffy pants and a hoodie before going to dads room I knock on the door " come in" he shouts I walk in and Eliza is downstairs making food I know that

I jump on the bed next to him " I'm sorry if I've upset you" I say he puts his phone down looking at me " never my baby is grown up" I shrug " I don't know dad you should've seen your face" he grabs my chin " you could never disappoint me okay your my little princess so is Harlow you could never disappoint me" he wipes a tear that fell

" but if he breaks anything I'll break is oldly perfect nose"I frown " he has a cute nose" dad laughs I kiss his cheek before leaving and going to the kitchen and grabbing bowl and ice cream I sit in the family dining room and eat my ice cream slowly

Harlow comes in with a bowl and smiles at me sitting next to me soon followed by Hugo and ace even axle

They chat and I laugh smiling at them when mum and dad walk in with ice cream too but no jack

" remember when Harlow broke the safe" she groans " it was by accident" I laugh as I finish my ice cream I lean my head against her shoulder

" good night" I say getting up and going to my room I see it's empty I frown and then I go back downstairs " anyone seen jack" I ask and axle walks over to me pulling an envelope out of his jacket I sit back down where I was previously

" he said to give you that" I nod opening it

To my harp , I know this is sudden but I had to go quickly I loved you since the minute I saw you in the house you didn't know where you was.and I'm sorry I'm telling you this now I had to go on a mission for our family the blacks and the truth is I don't know when I will be back or if I will be back make a scrap book or something for this summer also live life for both of us I'll miss you always but I have to do this make friends let people in don't get yourself killed and be happy for once.

Since you moved in I've seen you go through tough times I've seen you smile cry and smash mirrors and hate your siblings and love them now let them love you like I do or did I'll see you soon love hopefully x

Your basic name friend jack cx

I feel my hot tears roll down my face and I look around as I look at dad I'm so angry he didn't tell me i hit his chest "why didn't you tell me" I scream punching his chest he wraps his arms around me till I stop and I sob into his chest " I'm sorry princessa" I shove him back so he lets go I grab the letter leaving to my room sobbing on the way up

" I'm gonna get a tattoo wanna come" harper asks looking at me I nod as her now dark eyes meet mine they used to be so bright of life and happy " guys I'm taking Harper for her first tattoo" she rolls her eyes

We leave I drive us as we get there they set it up and she lays on the table her front on it her back facing the artist " ready" she nods I sit near her face as they tattoo her spine I wince she doesn't though and I'm worried about her

Over the past 3 months she took football back on and became more hot headed also her anxiety went up we have no word back on jack yet and Christmas is coming up I hope we do soon.