when the werewolves collide

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    Y/N's POV
That came more silently than I expected, because no one answered to me. I am not sure if it is because they do not know or because they did not even bother to listen. However, the one that I am expecting the answers from heard me crystal clear, I can see it on his face. So I ask again, not really expecting a response with my missing memories.
Y: What the fuck is happening to me?!
St: what are you talking about Y/N?
Y: so you think is normal for me to have memories missing, time frames going crazy, panic attacks out of no where, a constant search for fresh blood, being out of control all the time, wanting to reape everyone's throats out and having forced feelings for someone. If that's what you consider normal then you should see a doctor.
I said and not waiting for Stiles to answer I turn to Theo with a searching look, studying his face and hearing his heart beat,  for someone that is being questioned he is rather chill and relaxed.  I think he hasn't noticed that I am starting at him waiting for an answer.  It is hard to notice these things when you are looking at the floor.
Y: Theo, what happened while I was at the dread doctors?
T: I have told you so m-
Y: NO THEO, I need an answer, an answer that can explain all this bullshit
T: Look I am not really sure what they did to you. The only thing I can say for sure that they put something in you.
He said with a calm voice now looking at me without breaking eye contact.
    Theo's POV
I finally told her what happened to her, or at least some of the true. If I tell her the full truth , I will not make it out alive
Y: That's not the full truth. There is more to the story. You know more but you refuse to tell me! That's your last chance to tell me what truly happened, if you lie one more time you are out of my life, gone for good! Do you hear me?!
And with that she falls in silence waiting for me to say something. I can see the anger in her eyes. If I lie I loose her, if I say the truth I loose my life. So I take a deep breath and I start
T: they tried many things with you. They tried turning you into a chimera like me. They wanted to have you in their side, have control over you, they wanted to be able to kill you whenever they wanted. But it didn't turn out as they expected. Your body wasn't accepting the new organs, so they took them out and returned you to your human body anatomy.
St: so they were playing with her insides
T: something like that. What they wanted to create was something strong, something immortal, something that with the pass of time wouldn't get weaker. So they came up with this crazy plan, to combine a werewolf and a......
I paused for second and looked at everyone. "With a kitsune, they somehow found a way to take part of someone's fox spirit and put in you. There are ways to get it out of you." I said as I finished the sentence I looked at her. Her eyes weren't hiding anger anymore but looked like something had broke in her
        Y/N's POV
My whole world just came crushing to the ground and my stomach dropped as he finished.
Y: I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU KEPT THAT FROM ME!!! I yelled at him
T: I did not think it would cause you so many problems. The doctors had made me swear I wouldn't say anything, especially for you
St: but you are an atheist
Stiles said to lighten the atmosphere that had gotten heavy and dark
Y: you do realise that I have lost any trust I had in you, right???
T: Yes I know, but you can still become yourself again. The kitsune is obviously messing with you and your powers. There are only two ways to fix things. The fox is challenging you because he doesn't want to be combined with a wolf. They believed they would combine just fine but the spirit wants to go back to its original form.
Sc: how can we do that ?
T: first we need to find in which part of you they put the fox in
Y: what is that supposed to mean??
T: they put things in different organs. Most common are the stomach and kidney.
I: how will we find it? Or even take it out?
T: Y/N can find it out. The only way to take it out, is the way they put it in....
St: surgery?
T: Yes
Y: how do I find it??
T: you need to focus on your breathing. Try to find the fox in you, try to feel were the power comes from.
    I close my eyes and focus on my breath. I feel nothing, I see nothing, I only hear everyone's hearts
Y: is it supposed to be like a movie or something?
T: something like it
Y: I see nothing
T: what do you mean? You should at least feel were it is
St: that sounds really weird......
Sc: Stiles SUSH
Y: Well I can't see anything
T: then the only way is to go in surgery and hope for that we will find it easily
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Does he think that a surgery is that easy to go through?
I: you know how stupid this sounded ?? How does this even look like? We can't just open her and snop around her insides
St: if it's a spirit won't it just come out as soon as we open her?
Everyone stopped and stared at Stiles with no words in response
T: That's..... actually that's not such a bad idea. Especially if it's a part of the spirit this could be a possibility.
St: or it could look like the fly thing that came out of me after we destroyed the nikitsune
Sc: that actually makes sense. Good job Stiles
Y: As always finding a solution
I: you forgot about a tiny detail who will do the surgery? Cause I don't believe any of you got a doctors degree while I was gone
St: the only person who knows everything about the supernatural spices
Sc: Mr Deton
T: before we do anything else you should know that there are some risks
All: like what?
T: like dying ....
I&Sc&St: WHAT?
Y: I don't care , I need to get back to normal!!!