when the werewolves collide

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       Dear all,
If you are reading this it means that I am well off by now. I would like to start off by saying that I am leaving for good. I want to try heal myself and get some weight of your shoulders. There are many reasons why I left without saying goodbye. The most important one being that you would try to make me stay whatever this would take . But goodbyes are always hard to say I would have probably stayed there , hugging everyone for an hour or something but I decided to make it quick by writing this letter that you would discover after I am far gone. This way I can tell you the things I wasn't able to say, things I didn't dare to say ....
        You always supported me even with the craziest shit I would come up with. I would like to thank you for giving me the family I lost so soon, for giving me a reason to wake up every day, for making the sadness go away . The ups and downs we had together were hard, we fell many times but always found a way back up together as a pack .... as a family. In your faces I found happiness, I found people that cared for me and found myself willing to give my life for you. I might didnt show it much but you were truly the best thing that happened to me and the only people I will ever call my family.  Please don't stop the movie nights and evening hang outs, pretend like I never existed don't ruin your fun for me, you know this is not what I want. I will treasure our memories forever and keep them close to my heart, when I am done you will still be the ones that make me smile. Thank you for the happiest years of my life. I am sorry for bringing so much trouble to your lifes over the years and I hope you will forgive me one day. Please continue being the amazing people you are, I wish I could stay and watch the amazing things you will create in the future but I have to go ....
         Stiles never stop being the amazing supportive friend you have always been! Thank you for being there at my lowest, for being that one special person I could always go to, no matter how stupid the things I was going on about were. Never forget who you are and what you are meant to do , I am sure you will do amazing things as an FBI agent. Don't forget to take care of yourself and not always put others first.
P.S yes I ate your last cupcake....
          Scott stop putting so much pressure on yourself! You are not responsible for other people's acts and feelings! You are the best alfa anyone could ask for and you deserve to have the title of the true alfa. Thank you for giving me a home when I needed one . Make sure to thank Melissa for me for being the best mother figure I could ask for
           Liam ,or should I say cupcake, please go get some help for those anger issues of yours! You will be surprised how much you will improve. Thanks for being my little brother. For giving me a reason to come to lacrosse practice. For giving me motivation to do anything really . You are one of my favourite people , but don't tell the others, I hope you will find someone to play video games with and talk about your girls problems now that I am gone!
          Issac don't leave for another country again , someone needs to be bad ass werewolf that traps the enemies. But seriously don't leave them again you have no idea how much your leaving meant to all of us . It was like something was missing. Thank you for being the best roommate and best partner in crime I have/will ever have. I will never forget our late night rooftop hung outs with beers staring at the starts.
         Malia please stop saying to people that your favourite food is deer they think you are crazy.... Start talking about your feelings more often, it's not good to keep it all your head. Thanks for being the only one that truly understood me! That you would take me hunting with you and showing me the best tricks and the best spots in the woods! Please take care of yourself and look after Stiles please
            Lydia thank you for always looking out for me and get me to do things when I was about to go off the deep end! You were always the mom of the group. Never stop being the amazing diva that you are and stop worrying about idiots that don't care about you! You will find the right one when the right time comes. Same thing for you TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS.
             Derek I don't even know where to start . Thank you for everything you have done for us . Thank you for helping me gain control, for helping with all the crazy plans . Thank you for protecting me when no one did . Who knows where we would all be without you .....
               Theo you have been an ass to everyone and kept many secrets..... You had your own reasons I suppose. Just know that they do consider you a part of the pack even if they don't want to show it. And as for me I will forgive you one day . I don't know when that day will come but just know that it will.
          Lastly I don't regret a thing I did with and for  you and when you look back, years from now I want you to be able to say the same. Goodbye dear friends.
                                                             -Y/N