My Wi-Fi (Book 1)

My Wifi- 12

"We are in the Internet"

——

Guys can you guess where I got that quote from I'll give you a small hint 'it's from a movie' 😂

——

His lips felt home to me, but I was far from anything to him. I had stopped struggling for a few moments, kissing him like it was the last kiss I would ever share with him. Before I pushed him away, I watched him stumble back before regaining his balance, I leaned against the wall in the dark room.

"I really thought we were going somewhere, how stupid." I laughed at myself, I really was an idiot. I allowed myself to get my hopes up when I knew the results all along, I could not blame him it was all me. I let myself ignore my heart. And now it was broken.

"Your not stupid,góissa. Please can we sit down and talk." I could sense the pleading in his tone, even if I couldn't see his face in the dark. I shook my head, what more was there to say?
"I want to blame you. I want to scream at you for leading me on, I want to blame you for giving me hopes but I can't because I knew the results but ignored it, I turned blind towards all of it." I said as a silent tear rolled down my cheeks, this time I did not bother to wipe it away. As I knew he could not see it.

"I tried, believe me góissa. I just could never stop loving her." My head snapped up at his words that he was revealing, love. He was in love with someone else.
"Why did you marry me, Ace? You knew how I felt towards you, why did you marry me?" I asked, I slid down on to the ground as another tear rolled down my cheeks. My fingers combing my hair, this was a joke. It had to be.

"I never did want to hurt you." He answered sliding down beside me, we stared into the darkness silence for a moment. Taking in everything that had been said to each other.

"Who is she?" I asked, I did not know if I had the right to know but I had to ask. I wanted to know who was the women who succeeded in making Ace for in love with her.
"I-I can't, please don't ask me góissa." I stood up, combing my fingers into my hair. I felt him get up and stand behind me. I suddenly felt anger rise inside of me.

"I believe I have the right to know, the right to know who my husband loves even though he is married to me, the right to know who it is that took your heart away from me." I said feeling slightly betrayed, my mind went back to the day Cathy had told me the rumour, how had I been so blind not to see that he was in love with someone else.

"G-góissa, please. I don't want to hurt you." He whispered, I shook my head. Hurt me. How could hurt me when my heart was already shattered.
"Tell me." I urged him, I turned to face him in hope that he would reveal me his secret lover.

"Callista." The moment her name left his lips the lights switched on, I stared at him in disbelief. My sister, my own sister.

'Let's not forget she was my bestfriend and also the women I was meant to marry.'

'Their is a rumour going around, Ace Reid was in love before?' All the words echoed into my head, the conversation with Cathy and Ace himself, how had I been so blind.

"When our parents suggested me marrying Callista I was over the moon, I thought it was destiny giving me what I had always wished for I have loved her for five years." Another tear rolled down, I knew the look of defeat can clearly be seen on my face. Anger rose inside of me as my hands lifted and slapped him across the face.

"Five years I have loved you, five years you loved her, it's over one year since we got married and all you did was still have feelings for her. Was my feelings nothing for you, was I not worth your love." I yelled, my palms fisted his blazer as my tears continued to roll down my face. I released him and stepped back, my sister. He was in love with my sister, my twin sister.

"Your worth so much, góissa. Believe me, your beautiful, kind, loving and everything a guy can wish for." He said cupping my face, I shook my head as a sob escaped my parted lips. I could feel my whole world crumbling down, my dream, my love all breaking apart.

"But It was not enough for you to fall in love with me." I whispered back, his hands dropped from my cheeks as he looked down to his feet and that's all it took for me to know my answer.
"I-I tried, I thought I could fall in love again. With you, I enjoy being with you watching those romantic movies. The date I enjoyed it all." He confessed, he enjoyed being with me then why couldn't he love me. What did Callista have that I did not? I hated how I was beginning to feel insecure with my sister, this was not how I felt my life would turn.

"You enjoy being with me, but can you love me? Can you feel the same way with me the way you did with Callista?" I asked, I knew the answer but something inside of me had hoped i would be wrong, that he could love me. That he would choose me. That the moment we had together was worth it, I just wanted to be chosen for once.

"I-I don't know." He stuttered, I closed my eyes letting the remains tears fall. It was the answer I needed, I had lost everything. He could never love me, and keeping him with me and hoping for him to realise that I am worth it was useless.

He did not love me, he loves her.

"Leave." I whispered, turning my back away from him.
"Please, góissa." He whispered back, I could hear him approach me but I shook my head.

"Leave.please." I said again, I felt him pause. Before I heard his retreating steps and the door opening and closing. That's all it took for me to drop to my knees and let out a loud sob of heart break.

He was never mine.