Fix my heart (a Braden Barrie love story)

Oh my love

Braden's pov:
"Oh my god I'm such an idiot why did I kiss her I've only really known her for 2 months." I was thinking out loud in the way home at first I felt good about the kiss, because she didn't hit me or pull away. but now the more that I think about it the stupider I feel. Maybe I can play it off as just being a friendly thing. no I want be able to do I'm alway at lapse of words around her and I refuse to lie that her, most people should say we're in love but for some reason I feel like it's only me who is feeling this way. and besides you can't fall in love with someone u just meant. right?
When I got home I pushed the thought of the kiss from my head and just played guitar for a bit. I wasn't playing any song I was just strumming notes and humming. I've been wanting to write a new song of a little while now, and I have some time maybe I'll just write the song now take a shower and the go to bed yeah that sounds like a plan. I sat on the couch for about 2hours I had all the words but I didn't know what I wanted to do on the for the music. I reed over the the words again and realized that they reminded me of her. I smiled a little, I don't know why but I find my self thinking of her with every thing I do like with this song the words are almost all thing that she said to me. or when I go to tims and ordered a coffee and remember that we like the same kind. its just the little thing and I think that they have me falling in love with her, "I think I'm falling in love with Y/N." I said out loud but it didn't feel right and I knew that I was only telling myself the half truth. "I'm in love with y/n." as soon as I said it.l, it was like having a wight lifted from my chest. then some one spoke. "that's good to hear I think I'm I love with u to."
(A/n sorry I haven't updated in a while I've had a lot of stuff going on so just bare with me.)