Fix my heart (a Braden Barrie love story)

Love is a four letter word

Y/n pov (1 hour earlier.)
Ugh why can't I shake the feeling that when he kissed he meant it as more then just a friendly thing, and why dose my stomach always do little flips when he's near me. Why is it that I want that kiss to mean more, could I be falling in love with him? No I couldn't u can't fall in love with someone who you've only know for what 2 months that's crazy. or maybe I do love him. the way he smiles and always know what to say, how kind he is, how he not afraid to be himself. I found myself sitting on my bed for 20min just thinking about him and how every thing he dose makes me love him a little more. "I guess u can fall in love with someone who u haven't know long... I'm in love with Braden." When I said it, it felt right it felt right to say those five words together I'm in love with Braden. I got up and walked out the door I decided to drive to his house. I needed to know if he felt the same way about me when I Stivers at his house I knocked but no one answered. I could hear a voice inside and let myself in."I'm in love with y/n." well I guess that answers that question time to make myself know. "that's good to hear I think I'm in love with you to." I said with a soft smile. "No, actual I know for a fact that I'm in love with you." I say. we where silent for a minute then he spoke. "Don't get me wrong I'm excited that your here.. but why are u here?" He said walking over to me so there was less the a foot of space between us. "well I was thinking about when you had kissed me earlier, and that had got me thinking about you I mean like the time we spend together and how I love everything u do and say and that I love you." I said all in one big rush he smiled and held me hand. "So is it safe to assume that if I asked you out you would say yes." he said it wasn't a question it was a statement he wasn't asking he saying a fact and he wasn't wrong. I still answered the unspoken question though. "yes of course I'll go out with you." I said I couldn't help but smile as I said it he looked me straight in the eye and for a short intimate moment I though got that we where going to kiss then he broke the intimate stare and hugged me, so hard that I thought he was going to brake my ribs I just laughed though cus he was being all silly and spinning me around.
"I have something that I want to show you can't me here." he said we went over and sat on the couch. where he was when I walked in, he handed me a paper "love is a four letter word." was written across the top. "its a new song that I'm writing but I can't seem to find any good music to go with it" he said I looked at him he looked a little up set. "Sometimes it helps to have some one read it to u do u want to try that?" U asked, "yeah I mean what's to lose right." hi semi led and read out the song when I finished he had a smile on his face and graded his guitar. " read it again same tempo but to the turn of the guitar." I did as I was told and as I read it really sounded like a song a little rough around the edges, but other wise really nice. I know I always read everything like a pome and now it looks like it's finally paying off. "thank u so much I never whoops have figured that out by myself well I might have but it would have taken a lot longer." he said smiling. we just sat there and looked at each other for about 5 minutes before he spoke. "Do u want some coffee I was making a pot before u came in it should be dome now." he said getting up, he returned with to cups of coffee. "thanks." I said and smiled as he handed it to me "no problem." we talked about random stuff for almost 3 hours sometimes it made sense other times not so much. but one thing is for sure I've never laughed so hard in my life. I looked at the time. "shit I have to go." I said getting up if I'm not happy me in like 5 minutes my parents are going to kill me. "Wait." said Braden as he grabbed my arm i I turned around quickly miss judging where he was standing our lips crashed together. nether of us where expecting it but nether of us pulled away the kiss got deeper more intimate more a kiss of to long time lovers then a kiss between a new couple his hand was no longer holding my arm but both where resting on the small of my back never moving they dated where the where it made me feel safe to have his arms around me my arms where around his neck one hand playing with the ends of his hair the kiss went on like this for longer then I thought it did the seconds turned into minutes witch just melted away into time. it was the lind of kiss that every little girl dreams of the kind of kiss that only happens in fairytales.
When we finally pulled away he touched my cheek gently. "I'm sorry my dear but it appears that you have to leave" he said in a low voice. I was about to walk away when he picked me up. "Your not getting away that easily I'm carrying you to ur car now right this way." he said in a joking voice I wonder how he can do that go from a sexy irresistible man, to a silly kid trying to impress his crush I laughed all the way to me car he put me down gave me a kiss on the head and I drove away he was wavering at me. if this is what it's going to be like being with him. I'm going to love every minute of it wether I like it or not. I smiled at the thought.

(A/n hoped u liked the chapter and I also hope it answers any questions u have about the last chapter.)