I reincarnated into a novel as the villain. Let me just go home!

Part 2

I am not sure who the artist is but omg look at those adorable chubby cheeks. so cute T-T ps. credit to the artist

Warning: Bad spelling, bad grammar, not proofread, short chapter

From that day Hoseok tried to commit suicide various times. He had jumped out of the mansion, drown himself, overdosed, hanged himself, aven tried to die by blood loss. But every single time he would come back to the first time he ever transmigrated here. Laying in the bed with a dazed expression Hoseok could only thin, "Am I never going back?" Standing quickly from bead Hoseok only shooked his head and slapped both of his cheeks. Walking from side to side Hoseok tried to calm himself down, "no there must be a way for me to go back, think Hoseok, think. Wait, I got it! In every story or drama, I have seen and read the character goes back once they either change the life/ destiny of the character they possessed into a better destiny. Or once they get killed by the main protagonist, or fill out their role." Feeling as if he had just found the door back Hoseok laughed out loud while cheerfully clapping his hands. But then something struct him, having calmed down he once again when into thought, "but what idea should I try out first? Well I have seen that is most of the going back home or transmigrating back home in novels and dramas is after changing one's future, so lets' try that out first. It is not because I don't like very much, definitely not."

Authors:...boy, you murder yourself like 20 thousand times-_-

Hoseok did everything he could to change the little villain's life, he did not get depressed once his mother died. Or tried to get his father's attention with extreme situations, or in other words, he did not try to fight the main protagonist every single second of his life. He stayed away from the main characters and even became helpful to his peers and many citizens. He even had a great relationship with his dad and they both would work together defending the kingdom from the demons. But in the end, it did not work, Hoseok was murdered by one of the small villains. When trying to defend some citizens from the demons' attack Hoseok was stabbed in the back by a small villain. The thing is that the little villain did not even exist in the story, meaning that the little background character fill out his spot. The universe probably did not like the way he change the world overall and tried to get rid of him by blacking out a background character.

Having woken up again on the huge and fluffy bed Hoseok couldn't help but sigh, "I guess we have to follow the plot and wait for us to be tortured." Just thinking about the protagonist's cruel methods of punishment Hoseok couldn't help but shiver all over. Getting off bed Hoseok walked to the familiar mirror and smiled while whispering, "don't worry mom and dad, I'll be back." Permitting the maids Hoseok got dressed and was walked towards the dining room. He remembers that in the first years of his life little Hoseok was bubbly and soft like a little marshmallow so it was not so hard to act out. Once the door was opened Hoseok happily skipped in and jumped into his mama's arm while giggling, "mama, mama, I'm hungry." Looking at such a cute little marshmallow in front of her Mrs. Jung couldn't help but giggle and kiss the soft little cheeks while cooing, "My baby, what do you want to eat? Want me to feed you?" Having been ignored by his wife and son Mr.Jung just coughed and looked at his son, "Hoseok, manners, don't just jump all over the room."

Having been yelled at by his daddy Hoseok gave out a little frown and nodded, "ok daddy." Hoseok froze in an instant. All Hoseok could do at the moment was curse in his head. He had been so used to calling this old man daddy in the old life it slipped his tough. Nervously looking up he saw the man looking at the newspaper seriously, seeing that the old man did not hear the little nickname Hoseok let out a small sigh. But something Hoseok did not notice/missed from the old man was the shaky hands holding the newspaper and dazed look on his face. But Mrs. Jung notice everyone single little detail from her husbands' actions and couldn't help but burst out laughing. Feeling a little confused Hoseok looked up at his mom and tilted his little head while asking, "mama?" Looking at her curious little marshmallow Mrs. Jung just giggle and whisper," baby, your daddy is a tsundere. "

Hoseok just shocked his little head in understanding, his mama believed that he just shook his head as a response but did not know what she meant so Mrs.Jung just gave out a small smile. But she would never guess that her baby knew exactly what she meant. All Hoseok could think about was," don't worry mom I completely understand. I spend an entire life with this old man. I know that he says he doesn't care about you but would come in at night to massage your legs after an entire day of knight training, or would buy the most expensive calming tea it is just for you to calm down and pass your magic exams. Or would spend thousands of gold coins to get you a magic core to raise your magic power." Hoseok just turned around and pointed at his dad while giggling, "tsundere, papa is a tsundere." Hearing such words from his son Mr. JUng couldn't help but turn around and fiercely look at his wife. He did not even get to enjoy his nick for a second before this wife of his had called him a tsundere and even got his little son to call him a tsundere. He was about to speak up and get angry at both his wife and son but upon seeing such chubby cheeks giggling between each giggle Mr.Jung just frowned and got back to his newspaper. Feeling a little saddened that his son did not call him daddy again.

The first few years of his life were almost perfect for Hoseok, he got to eat, sleep and even act a little naughty without getting in trouble. But once he turned 10 everything crumbled down. His mother had passed away, not understanding what was going on Hoseok looked at his dad with a tilted head and asked, "Papa, why are they putting mama in that bed?" Having seen his mama being bury Hoseok burst out into tears while yelling, "don't take away my mama, I want my mama!" He even tried to run towards the casket but was stopped by his father, he even got slapped. Being the first time he ever got slapped Hoseok stared at his papa with a shocked expression. The little boy just a bit down on his bottom lip and yelled out, "I hate you, daddy!" while running away to his room. Inside his room, Hoseok let out a sigh and jumped on his bed. Having wrapped himself with the warm sheets Hoseok sighed and whispered, "time to start the story." Having stayed quiet for a second Hoseok started to cry his lungs out once again, even though she wasn't his real mother but he had spent many years with her, he can still remember her warm touches and warm/ soft smile. Her death hurt him deeply, not only that he already lost her twice, but the reason why it hurts the most is that she reminds him of his mom. Being so lost in his thoughts Hoseok did not even relaised the little mistake he had made. It's not like it would affect him in the future, right?

(Hello everyone!  I have been so busy these days, I kid you not I literally have a quiz every other day T-T. So please forgive this author. It is a short chapter but I hope everyone enjoys it, please comment and vote, I wanted to see how the story is so far. Hope everyone has a great day and is staying safe.)