Daddy

Fathers

NATALIAS POV:

i wake up and my eyes are so puffy. i'm breathing out of my mouth because my nose it's stopped up from the crying. i can feel Colby breathing into my back. this feels so right..having him so close to me. i stretch and try not to wake him up. i was so close to having a good morning/day until i remembered

*oh fuck..i'm pregnant*

i stop for a moment and take that in.

*there's no way this is real. i, Natalia, am pregnant with Colby Brock's baby. that's so fucking insane!!*

i gently get out of bed without waking Colby up and grab my phone out of my pocket and head to the bathroom for my morning pee. i sit down and decide to check my socials as i wake up. i turn on my phone and see a message..it's from Emily..

*fuck, i forgot that too. what does she want*

i click the notification

Emily: hey babe! morning! you ready for a bad day today? i hope you are because i'm excited to watch!! lmao. so here's your task for today. you, will call Katrina today, and tell her you are pregnant. don't you dare say anything about the baby daddy maybe being Sam or maybe being Colby. the baby daddy must not be mentioned..i have ideas for that later on. and remember, if you don't follow my orders..i'll tell everyone. xoxo💋

i feel myself gag. i grab the trash can next to me and start dry heaving because i haven't eaten in a couple hours. i feel horrible and anxious.

*what am i gonna do. FUCK*

i wipe and start to wash my hands. i'm looking at myself in the mirror and decide to wash my face and brush my teeth while i think everything over and over.

*what am i gonna do? i already had plans on telling Sam and Colby. Emily didn't say i couldn't say anything to them..so i'll tell them today. Devyn said i couldn't tell Kat yet. So what am i supposed to do?? Tell Kat and set myself up for failure..or don't and still get set up for failure..this FUCKING SUCKS. ugh!!*

i punch the wall out of anger and hear Colby gasp and jump out of bed. i didn't mean to hit the wall of our bedroom. i hear him coming to the bathroom.

Colby: Natalia??? is that you?? are you okay??? let me in!!!

i unlock the door and let him in. i have my tooth brush in my mouth

Colby: did you fall? are you okay? what was that??

Me: i punched the wall

Colby: why? what's going on?

he starts giving me those worried puppy eyes. i start tearing up

Me: Colby, you, Sam, and me need to have a talk. all three of us. and Devyn. ASAP.

Colby: okay. i'll go get them right now. do you need anything? a hug? water? food?

Me: no..just go get them and meet in the kitchen please.

Colby: your wish is my command, my love.

he kisses me on the forehead and goes to get Sam and Devyn. i finish brushing my teeth and washing my face, then headed down to the kitchen to meet everyone there. they are all sitting there watching me like a hawk. they all seem worried, though, i think Devyn knows what i'm about to do. she comes over to me and holds my hand.

i look at the boys

Me: guys, we need to talk.

Sam: what's up?

Colby just nods his head

Me: as you three know, i am pregnant

they both nod and i feel Devyn squeeze my hand gently

Me: well..there is maybe a slight possibility that i could belong to either of you..

they both go pale as a ghost. there's a few minutes of awkward silence until Devyn breaks it

Devyn: okay guys..anything?

they both look at each other

Sam: i'd like to talk to Colby in the other room for a second

Me: okay..

they both go into the garage. they are in there for at least 30 minutes. while they were talking Devyn made me breakfast with a smoothie and made sure i ate. they came back out as i was about to thank Dev for the food

Colby & Sam: okay

Me: okay?

Colby and Sam: okay.

i look at them confused

Colby: we both respect you and love you in different ways.

Sam: and neither of us want that baby to not have a dad just because the situation is a little crazy.

Colby: i'm okay with it being Sam's if it is.

Sam: and i'm okay with it being Colby's if it is.

Colby: the point is, we will both step up as fathers if need be, because we both laid down and did the baby making process with you. though i love you in a more serious way, Sam agreed that he loves you in a different way, but that it wouldn't get in the way with the parenting process.

Sam: exactly. we both love you. and we will both love that baby, even if it only belongs to one of us. it's a part of the family and so are you.

i'm in tears

Me: i love you guys too. thank you so much for being such good dads and friends. thank you..

they come over and hug me and Devyn tags along and joins the hug.