~~~fast forward~~~
*i wake up the next morning after the party. my head is pounding. i sit up and i notice i'm in Colbys bed..wait. this isn't right. i was just with Sam last night. how did i get here? it's been 3 weeks since i've even seen him. i sit all the way up with my feet hanging off the bed and i hear the door open*
Colby: you're awake.
*i'm in shock. i jump out of the bed*
Me: Colby..
Colby: yeah. that's me.
Me: how did i get in here? how are you here? where were you?
Colby: Sam called me after your little threesome and asked me to come get you out of his room because he felt bad. i took a plane. i was in Kansas at my parents.
Me: so you know about me and Sam..
Colby: yeah. but we aren't together. there's nothing i can do.
Me: you aren't mad??
Colby: no. i did something worse which is why i came in here. i need to talk to you.
Me: okay..what is it?
Colby: now don't get too mad..but i slept with Jennifer.
Me: before or after we broke up?
Colby: after.
Me: that doesn't really make it any better but at least you didn't do it while we were together.
Colby: Natalia. i love you. what i did was stupid and i-
Me: shut up
Colby: what?
*i start to feel like i'm gonna puke. i push past Colby and run for the bathroom. i puke and he comes in and holds my hair back. after i'm done i lay against the wall and breath.*
Colby: here
*he hands me a cold rag*
Me: thanks.
Colby: you know, when i've been hung over i've never puked in the morning. it kinda like you have morning sick-
*we both look up at each other with the same shocked look on each other's face*
Me: you don't think i-
Colby: i-i don't know. do you feel pregnant?
Me: no..
Colby: do you think you are..
Me: i don't know Colby. it's been 3 weeks. if i was..it's the perfect time.
Colby: i'm gonna call Corey. he's good with this stuff.
*Colby calls Corey and tells him what's going on. Corey says he's gonna pick up 2 pregnancy tests for me and be right over. everything is numb right now. i'm not sure how to feel. this is scary. not to mention if i'm pregnant..i just smoked tons of weed and drank my entire body weight. i know it's Colbys. what if he doesn't want it? what if he's not ready to be a dad? what if he leaves me and the baby? what if- *
*Colby snaps me out of my thoughts*
Colby: Natalia! hello??
Me: yeah! sorry. i was just thinking..
Colby: listen Natalia. if you're pregnant, we will do this together. only if you want. i understand if you don't after what i did. i don't want you to raise a kid by yourself. you are too fragile to do this alone.
Me: Colby i don't know what i want. i know if i'm pregnant that i'll be a mom and it will be yours. that's all i know right now.
Colby: i love you Natalia.
Me: i love you too Colby.
FOR EVERYONE
IM. FUCKING. BACK.
I MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH. IM GONNA START WRITING AGAIN. I HAVE BIG PLANS FOR THIS BOOK AND IM EXCITED TO TAKE YOU GUYS ON THE JOURNEY❤️❤️
please forgive the short chapter. i'm at school. next chapter will be better i promise.
much love~ natalia❤️❤️
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Fanfiction(SMUT WARNING) COLBYS POV: she looks so good in my clothes..they would look better on my floor. i bet her skin is soft and smells so good..COLBY stop. get yourself together. ugh, i just can't help it..i wanna rip those clothes off of her. fuck it. i...
