Daddy

I Think Im Gonna Be Okay

*me and Maddie go in the room to put our stuff down. we both sit on the bed*

Me: i'm gonna be okay..right?
Maddie: of course. me and Jessy broke up last week and everyday gets easier.
Me: what??
Maddie: yeah..he left me.
Me: omg why??
Maddie: he wanted to focus on school.
Me: i'm sorry..i should have been there for you.
Maddie: it's okay. you have your own life to deal with.
Me: Maddie..what do i do when i see him..
Maddie: well are you wanting to talk to him?
Me: not really..i don't think my heart can take it..
Maddie: wanna go for a drive?
Me: to be honest i wanna go swimming and smoke a blunt. they have a pool out back.
Maddie: i don't have a swimsuit
Me: i have 3 upstairs in Colbys room. i'll go get them.
Maddie: okay

*i leave the office room and go up stairs..i'm walking down the hallway having flashbacks with Colby..i feel my tears on my face. i get to his door and gently opened it. my heart hurts..i walk in and i smell his smell..i see his things..i walk over to the bed and grab his blanket and smell it..my heart is beating so slow. i walk over to the drawer he said was mine and took out my swimsuits. i walk over to the door and before i walk out i scan the room and just breathe. i shut the door and walk back down stairs to Maddie*

Maddie: hey..you okay?
Me: it's just hard being here.
Maddie: we can leave you know that, right?
Me: i think we should.

*me and Maddie stand still and think about what we're doing to do. then Devyn comes in*

Devyn: just wanted to give you guys a heads up that we're throwing a party for the boys. they just hit 1 mil on youtube. about 3 more weeks.
Me: thanks Dev.
Devyn: no problem!

*Devyn walks out and Maddie looks at me*

Maddie: we could at least stay for the party.
Me: yeah i guess so. let's go smoke this blunt and swim. i need to get my mind off things.
Maddie: okay.

*me and Maddie change into our swim suits and go outside. we sit on the edge of the pool and smoke the blunt while i play music from my phone. this feels good. i think i'm gonna be okay*

~TIME SKIP TO TOMORROW~

COLBYS POV:

*i honestly feel like shit. i don't want to go home. i'm supposed to be celebrating hitting 1 mil with Sam in 3 weeks and all i can think about is how stupid i was. how selfish i was. i hurt her...and why? why didn't i just tell her the truth?

-3 week time skip-

*i look out of the plane window and eventually fall asleep. we finally land and i have to get some coffee in my system. me and Sam go to the Starbucks that was in the airport and meet a lot of fans and take some pictures. a lot of fans congratulated us for hitting 1 mil on youtube. this feels good. i think i'm gonna be okay. we start driving home and listening to my music. i'm glad that i can forget for now. i know that i for sure want to work things out between us...BUT today is me and Sam's day. nothing but that.*

Me: hey man, wanna go out to eat before we head back?
Sam: actually can you postmate? i really wanna be back home to the house. i've been homesick.
Me: yeah that's fine.

*me and Sam are finally back home and there are a TON of cars here. what the hell?*

NATALIAS POV:

Me: Devyn, it's okay! really. i don't need to party. besides, i don't even have a dress.
Devyn: i have the perfect one. come upstairs.

*me, Maddie, & Devyn go upstairs and start to look through Devyns closet. luckily we all wear the same size.*

Devyn: what about this?
Me: this is everything. thank you Devyn.

Me: Dev..do you think Colby will like this? i wanna get his attention. i miss him so much..
Devyn: every guy will be looking at you in that! i'm sure you will. everything will be okay. after all, he's gonna need to dance with someone.
Me: do you think he will wanna talk things out? maybe work on things?
Devyn: i'm not sure. i hope so. you guys were so good together..both so happy and positive. i'm sure you'll work it out. if not now, you have plenty of time. don't rush it.
Me: yeah, well..we're good at that.

*we both laugh and start to do our hair and makeup*

/// FOR EVERYONE ///

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