(SMUT WARNING)
COLBYS POV:
she looks so good in my clothes..they would look better on my floor. i bet her skin is soft and smells so good..COLBY stop. get yourself together. ugh, i just can't help it..i wanna rip those clothes off of her. fuck it. i...
*me and Maddie are driving to our house and i miss Colby. i can never forgive him. that's what i get for falling way too fast*
Maddie: hey..you hungry? Me: no. but thank you Maddie: what?? my best friend?? the one who eats half our kitchen, isn't hungry?!?! Me: i'm sorry. Maddie: it's okay. i was just trying to cheer you up. is there anything i can do? Me: reverse time and let me kick that bitches ass. Maddie: if i could, you know i would. Me: i know.
*we were driving for another 20 minutes before we got to the house. we pulled in and i immediately remembered what Justin did to me*
Me: Maddie wait... Megan: what?? what's wrong? Me: does Justin still live here? Maddie: yeah? why? Me: before i left to Kansas, i came by to get some things, he kissed me and said he wanted me back, i tried to leave and he grabbed my wrist.... Maddie: omg..why didn't you tell me? Me: i don't know.. Maddie: do you wanna go stay at a hotel? i don't want Justin here if he's gonna do that to people, so if you want, we can go stay at a hotel and tomorrow we can have a house meeting and i'll tell the guys what happened and we can move him out. after all..you might be staying here unless things work out between you and Colby. Me: i don't think they will. Maddie: i'm sorr- Me: WAIT! i can text Devyn and see if me and you can stay in the guest room! Sam & Colby won't be back for another 2 days so we wouldn't have to worry. i have to get my things from his place anyway. Maddie: it's whatever you want. Me: i'll text her.
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Me: she says it's okay. Maddie: okay. let me go inside and get some clothes.
*Megan goes in the house and gets things she needs and i stay in the car. i look back at Colby and I's old pictures. my heart hurts. i can't believe he would do this to me. i love him..but now it's all broken. Maddie comes back outside and gets in the car*
Me: how about you follow me there. i wanna drive my car. Maddie: sure.
*i hop in my car and connected my phone to it so i could blast music. i listened to me and Colbys favorites. god this isn't fair. i miss him so much...i reach into my glove box, pull out an old blunt, and i get my lighter out of my middle compartment and smoke it. i finally arrive at the trap house with Maddie and we get out and get our stuff.*
Me: wanna hit? Maddie: hell yeah
*me and Maddie sit inside my car and finish the blunt*
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view all 10,567 comments samgolbach- you smoke?? colbybrock- please talk to me jennifer.offical- eww
*me and Maddie finish the blunt and go inside*
Me: hello? Dev? Devyn: hey honey! come on in.
*me and Maddie go inside and sit on the couch with Devyn*
Devyn: so this is Maddie? Maddie: the one and only. it's nice to meet you! Devyn: it's nice too meet you too. you guys can stay in the office down here. so let me ask..Natalia why are you back so soon and without the boys..? Me: Colby kissed another girl, didn't tell me and had sex with me, then when we went exploring he tried to get her to be quiet about it but she told me. Devyn: omg..Natalia are you okay? Me: yeah, only because i had a blunt. when my high goes away i don't know how i'll feel.. Devyn: how about we have a girls day tomorrow. you need to rest tonight. Me: thanks Dev
FOR EVERYONE
I. AM. SO. FUCKING. SORRY. 1. for taking so long & 2. for this being so short. i love you guys but i've been really wrapped up i life's bullshit and i'm trying to write for you all. thank you for all the love and support and being patient. i love you all❤️i pinky promise to write this weekend.
