Part 7 (i said...)

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"Do you think we should go public about us being together?" You ask Lena

She looks at you confused you two have spoken about going public with you two dating but Lena wanted to keep it private she never an explanation why

"Why?" Lena asks you were never Bothered but you want to be able to hold her hand and go on dates and kiss her and not worry about what people will think

"I want to be able to take you out on dates and kiss you when I want," you say with a smile on your face thinking about being able to do all things normal people do

"If we go public they will look into you they will find out everything about you," Lena says you look at her confused why would she say that what does she mean

"Look I love you" Lena stands up and moves in front of you and sits on the table she hands one of your hands the other one is being used to hold the ice pack on your chest

"And all I want is you to be happy but going public it's going to change every like paparazzi people asking questions people watching us all the time," she says looking up at you

"What are you trying to say?" You ask you and Lena have always been straight up with each other "they will into your medical history and..." Lena tries to explain you cut her off and pull your hand on hers

"You don't want to be the girl dating the trans guy" your voice breaks a little you never thought Lena would be embarrassed by you

When it's you and Lena the Superfriend Lena is always very open in hugging into you and kissing you and very Coupley so what's gotten into Lena

"No god no y/n" you reaches for your hand again but you pull away "I love you I don't care what people think to me" Lena pleads

"I love you too" you mumble out you are still a little mad but you love Lena she looks up at you with a little smile

You roll your eyes trying not to smile "stop it am still a little mad"  you say Lena Leans up so your faces are inches apart your breaths mix a week without sex is really driving you both crazy

Your eyes look down to her lips "are you too mad to kiss me?" Lena whispers you look back up at her your eyes meet you've always loved Lena's eye colours one eye being green and the other being blue you often find yourself getting lost in them

You lean forward and kiss Lena you let go of the ice pack and cup Lena's cheek you pull away from a little "we got to stop" Lena can feel your words vibrate against the lips

Lena licks her lips you can feel her tongue brush against your lips as well "or...." Lena try to protest but you shake your head

"We really can't" you whispers out Lena and sits down on your lap picking up the ice pack and holding on your chest "are you still mad?" Lena asks

"A little but promise we will have an actual conversation about going public?" You say put your hands on her hips

Lena leans up and kisses the front of your head "okay I've got a meeting in like 10 minutes" Lena says with a smile on your face

"Really? Can't you stay here and help me" you say with a fake frown on your face you run your thumbs over her dress T-shirt

"Help you with what? darling" Lena says moving her free hand behind your neck and scratching the back of your neck still holding the ice pack on your chest

"I miss you and I need to develop some photos at my apartment," you say smiling your been working from Lena's house for the last 2 days it

You still taking pain meds so you can't drive even if it's a low prescription "I need to go to this meeting I'll be 30 minutes top" Lena says with a little frown on her face

"Okay I'll just wait for here all alone" you stick up your bottom life being overdramatic "ill drive you to your apartment after," Lena says before kissing the end of your nose

"Okay now go be a badass boss woman," you say as Lenas slowly moves off you your hand replaces hers on the ice pack

"I love you darling" Lena says as she walks towards the door

"I love you too," you say just as Lena opens the door you turn your head and look at her "hey Lena," you say Lena turns around with the door half open

"Yeah baby," Lena says with a little smile on your face

"You should know your butt looks amazing," you say in a very serious voice and nodding your head Lena rolls her eyes and leaves the room

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