Lena Luther's trans boyfriend

Part 10 "bath"

You haven't had a proper lean since getting top surgery not you smell anything well your starting to so you decide to jump in the bath Lena's bath is huge

You stood in front of the bath filled halfway with water Lena's watching tv in the bedroom so she's not far she said "if you need with anything shout"

You decide to keep your boxes on you've always had dysphoria about your bottom half so you often shower or bath in boxers so don't have to look down and see something that shouldn't be there

You get in the bath it's nice to finally have water on your skin you've been using baby whips to stay clean you make sure the incisions on your chest stay dry

After about 5 minutes

There is a knock at the door "lee you don't need to knock" you say leaning your head out of the bath a little so you can see the door you smile when you see Lena walk in "baby your sisters are here" her voice is different than normal

The tone is worried and sad like something bad has happened "I'll be a minute" the smile on your face disappears you get This weird feeling in your stomach

Lena walks over to you and kisses the top of your head "just hurry up baby" she whispers Before leaving you to sit for a minute and try and think of what might have happened

Lena's never spoken to you like that like something was wrong you shake those thoughts out of your head "it's probably nothing" you tell yourself

You get out of the bath and pick up the towel off the floor and warp it around your Waste once you Secure the towel you slide off your boxers you decide to Leave them on the floor you can clean up later

You walk into the bedroom which is only a couple of steps away from you and dry off and get dressed in a Baggy black T-shirt and black shorts

You walk into the living room and see Kara and Alex sitting there red  around their eyes like they just finish crying you stand there and listen to your breathing knowing something really bad has happened

"Y/n," Alex says with a broken voice Kara looks over at you "she's dead isn't she" Alex nods her *yes* you feel your mouth go dry and you would break in front of your eyes

You get a sick feeling in your throat "mum was..." Alex tries to explain how your mum died but you interrupter her "no" you say  "dead Is dead I don't need details" every part of you want to scream and cry but you hold yourself together

Lena says up from the sofa and starts walking towards you she puts her arms out to hug you but you step away from her not because you don't want to hug but if you do you know you will break down and cry

Lena drops her arms understanding you want to be left  alone you bring your arms up and cross them over your chest "come sit down" Lena whispers to you be honest you don't want to be around anyone right now "I gonna go  bed" you say looking past Lena and looking at Alex and Kara

"You don't have to," Kara says you give her a little smile not wanting to show how to destroy you feel right now "I just want to be alone," you say before leaving the room and going into yours and Lena's room and getting under the covers

"I've never seen him like that" Lena says sitting on the sofa Alex looks up at Lena "he's a mummy's boy she won't admit but he is it was always me kara and dad and y/n and mum," Alex says Kara nods a yes

And it's true your a mummy's boy you would cook with her clean with her go shopping with her you two are...we're inseparable