" i feel like there is a void in me. one that is going to stuck up everyone around me and ruin them. "
" there is so much more to you than the darkness that you feel. "
titans s1-2
gar x fem oc
slight jason x fem oc
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GAR WAS PERPLEXED BY RYAN. He didn't understand how one minute she was on the brink of a metal breakdown and the next was acting as if it never happened.
He wished he could see inside her head for only a moment.
" Kissing is a completely normal thing to do. " Ryan stated, carrying on with the previous conversation. " It is also really fun. " She added, expecting Gar to agree.
Surely he had kissed at least one girl but he simply stared at the floor, blushing profusely.
" That's what I'm saying. " Kory added, shooting Gar a quick look that he didn't return.
There was a subtle smirk on her face as her as Ryan chuckled, finding the boy's embarrassment amusing.
Her expression suddenly went cold as she spotted something in her peripheral vision. " Stay here. " She ordered and before the two teens could protest, she had already shot up and was walking down the aisle.
Confused silence fell upon the two for moment, before Ryan spoke back up.
" Do you always get this way when people talk about kissing? " Ryan asked, turning a bit to face the boy.
His face was still red and his foot was tapping so aggressively that his shoes were squeaking.
" What way? " He asked, innocently.
" The red face, the foot tapping, the eye contact avoiding. " She listed off, tipping her head down to be in his peripheral vision. " Your innocence is...sweet " She complimented, a small smile growing on her face.
At her words Gar let out an awkward chuckle and reached out for the remaining glass of bourbon. He swallowed it quickly before letting out groan, his face contorting in disgust.
" Damn, watching you drink is making me miss it more than usual. " She reminisced.
" Why can't you drink? " Gar asked, more than happy to take the attention off of himself.
" The pills that I take don't mesh very well with alcohol. " She explained. " It took me a couple of blacked out nights and bad decisions to really understand that, but I do now. "
" Why do you need to take those pills? " Gar asked, caution in his voice. He wasn't sure if he was overstepping any boundaries. " You don't have to answer that if you don't to, by the way. "
" No, no, it's fine. " She said, giving a shrug. " I have pretty bad, um, anxiety and depression and other shit like that. The pills are suppose level me out. "
" Do they help you? "
" Yeah, mostly. I mean, they definitely aren't perfect. I still have a bit of.....issues. " She said, eliciting a chuckle. " But Bruce says it is better than not having them. " Ryan gave a nod as she spoke, twiddling with her thumbs as she did.
