High On You | chensung

twenty two

A week ago.

Sirens were blaring. There were police officers everywhere along with an ambulance. People were gathered around the limp boy's body. Some were shocked, others were sad, some people didn't even care.

Police officers were searching the entire mansion for any other drug users and they actually ended up finding some.

Donghyuck screamed and cried, refusing to let go of his baby cousin. It wasn't until jeno and a few officers stepped in that they finally pulled him away. By this time, jisung was already strapped onto a stretcher and being placed in the back of the ambulance.

It had only been about 10 minutes since he overdosed. Yangyang found him immediately and called emergency services, calling donghyuck right after.

They all felt guilty for letting it get this far. They should've stepped in, forced him to get help, not allow him to disappear for months at a time.

Donghyuck, jeno and jaemin rode in the ambulance beside jisung's limp body.

Jisung had to be okay.

Present time

Jisung had woken up the morning after he arrived to the hospital, but his withdrawal symptoms began rather quickly. No one was allowed in his hospital room until his withdrawals bypassed.

Donghyuck, jeno, jaemin and donghyuck's parent's were currently sat in jisung's hospital room, and boy did he look terrible.

Jisung looked like a zombie in donghyuck's opinion. His eye bags were more evident, his hair was all over the place and his skin was pale. He hadn't spoken to anyone since he overdosed. He was lucky to be alive though.

"You're almost a week sober today!" jisung's uncle, taemin, congratulated him. Jisung nodded in response.

Nobody in jisung's family was aware of his substance abuse besides donghyuck, so when his aunt and uncle were informed that he had overdosed they were utterly shocked.

"Jieun and I are so proud of you." His aunt nodded in agreement at taemin's words. "Y-"

Taemin was interrupted by the doors to jisung's room bursting open, revealing a teary eyed chenle.

Jisung's throat went dry and tears began to swell in his eyes. He didn't expect to see chenle here but he knew it was only a matter of time. He couldn't exactly say that the pop singer had escaped his mind because that would be a lie.

"Who is this?" jieun asked, interrupting their staring contest.

"I-I'm his b-boy- I'm his friend! Boyfriend!" chenle panicked and didn't know what to say.

Donghyuck giggled. "Chenle is jisung's boyfriend."

"Why don't we all step out then?" Taemin, jieun, jeno and jaemin all stepped out of the room but donghyuck insisted on staying.

The three of them sat in silence, trying to figure out the right words to say. Donghyuck was pretending he wasn't here so he wouldn't intrude on their moment, but he wasn't leaving jisung's side ever again.

Chenle didn't really enjoy seeing multiple headlines that read 'The boyfriend of the famous pop singer Chenle found unconscious outside of random mansion party'.

Once he found out, chenle booked the quickest flight back to korea. Though, the two hadn't spoken in weeks.

"You o-overdosed?" chenle stuttered, breaking the silence. Jisung nodded. "I didn't know you were on drugs... How long?"

Jisung knew what he was asking but he couldn't bring himself to speak. "Since I was 14." His voice was hoarse and his head hung low, he was clearly disappointed in himself.

Chenle was beyond shocked. He'd been hanging out with someone for months that he knew nothing about. "14? So you've been using drugs since you've known me? Since we've been dating?"

Jisung was under the influence with almost every moment he spent with chenle. Some parts were left blurry but for the most part he remembered everything, and loved it.

"Were you high on your birthday when we first met?"

Jisung nodded.

"When you asked me to date you at my hotel?"

He nodded again.

"You were high every time we were together, weren't you?"

Jisung nodded once again.

"He was high even when you weren't together, chenle." donghyuck added, he wasn't trying to add fuel to the situation but he was glad everything was finally coming to the light.

When chenle and jisung couldn't find the words to speak, donghyuck took this as his chance to speak again. "Jisung's going off to rehab for 6 months once he's fully recovered, it's the only way he could avoid being sent to prison."

Chenle struggled to process this information. It was all too much. His legs turned into jello and he was choking on sobs trying to escape his throat. Chenle fell to the ground and tears ran down his eyes once more. No words could describe how terrible he felt.

Jisung's head hung low after watching his favorite boy collapse into tears because of him.

"Y-You're an asshole! the both of you! Donghyuck, you knew he had this problem and you didn't try to get him help?!" chenle spat out.

"Don't blame hy-" jisung whispered but was cut off by donghyuck.

"He's right, ji. I'm a terrible person. I've allowed this behavior to spiral out of control. You were dying and I was letting you."

Chenle stood up. his sadness had transformed into anger, but he still had tears streaming down his face.

"I was nothing but a game to you. 'hahaha let's distract the famous singer and possibly ruin his life with my love' right?" chenle mocked what he assumed the youngers thoughts were.

Jisung's heart shattered into a million more pieces when chenle said he ruined his life.

"You pulled me into your mess when you could've left me alone. You knew this was going to end badly but you were selfish." chenle spat, his words full of venom before reaching for the door.

"I love you, lele." that was jisung's last attempt to get chenle to stay. He loved the singer and couldn't stand the thought of them hating each other.

Chenle scrunched up his face in disgust but anyone could tell that he just visibly broke down inside. "Piss off, jisung." and with that, chenle left.