In your Heart.... I heard my Name

Chapter 23

"I knew it...... You were always lying to me....!" Yunlan said slowly caging shen wei into his embrace as shen wei guards frown and shockingly looked at shen wei. They all point their gun towards yunlan head walking close to him.......

"Admit it......! you also love me shen wei. And you can't stay away from me........ See...! You came here....." yunlan said as he hugged shen wei closely. Hearing that shen wei widen his eyes and hurriedly signal his guards to stop and move away from them two. They all walked away and hide....

Shen wei sigh relief as he thought that yunlan know about him. But actually yunlan just saw shen wei when he about to get inside his car.......

Shen wei smile widely and soon his smile fade away. "Yunlan I want to tell you something....." shen wei said seriously. As yunlan put his finger upon shen wei lips and smirk at him. He suddenly move away from shen wei and kneel down in front of him. Yunlan take those red flower out from his pockets and offer it to shen wei like he is giving his heart with those flowers to shen wei..... "Shen wei....! I know its too fast. But believe me. I can't stop myself and wait for anything else..... I really love you...... Please accept my love......" yunlan said with so much love and care.

Seeing that shen wei eyes got moist a little. He is stun right now. How can this man always manage to surprise him and how can he be prepared like this..... Shen wei felt so special right now. As no one ever treat him that way. He always encountered with his enemy.........and now this man taking his breath away with his simple lovely cute expression of love........

But shen wei clearly knew..... If he take one step towards yunlan. He will destroy both of their future. So he gulped hard and open his mouth feeling so much hard to say and form the words....... As he clinch his fist to suppress his feelings flowing inside his heart and tear rolled down from his eyes..... "NO.......!!" Shen wei said hardly breaking yunlan heart......

Yunlan smile fade away when shen wei said no. He couldn't believe that shen wei would said that....... He immediately stood up and grab shen wei shoulder gently yet firmly, looking into his face......" Stop this shen wei.....! I know..... I know that you also loke me. If you didn't like my way of approaching or telling my feelings to you just like that. Than tell me..... But don't....! Don't pushed me away....." yunlan said sadly.

Shen wei open his eyes and looked at yunlan worrying eyes filled with love..... Shen wei could see how much this man love him. Care for him.....and that's why he didn't want to hurt him with his truth......

" Zhao.....! Try to understand this....... I can't do this......! It's not you. It's just...... We can't be together......" shen wei said try to remove yunlan grip as yunlan had it enough. He now grab shen wei from his waist. Holding him firmly in between his arms not letting him go anywhere at all. Shen wei shockingly looked at zhao and his heart beats like hell...... And yunlan grab shen wei lips gently and placed a simple kiss upon his lips. To which shen wei unconsciously respond........

" Than explain me this shen wei.......! Why your heart beating like this.......? Why you feel shy and nervous around me whenever I get close to you......? Don't dare to lie to me that you didn't feel something raised inside your body.......! Like some butterfly flying inside your stomach.....! That feelings..... You can't express in words to anyone........! Tell me you didn't feel all that with me.......! I don't know why you are doing all this.......! But i know one thing......you are doing all this for me......! Aren't you.....? " yunlan yell at shen wei and shen wei just mesmerized by all this.

It's indeed true..... Every single word of yunlan is true and accurate...... He feels all this whenever yunlan is around him. But that one thing...... One thing that he didn't dare to say is killing him inside........

"What if I say...... That I am the one who came into your enemy list.....? What will you do if I say that I am the reason that you came here in this city........? Will you still love me chief zhao yunlan......?" shen wei finally said it. Because he now admitted his defeat in front of yunlan love. He is now at that state where he cannot loose yunlan and he also didn't want him into his life with a half truth. He wanted to tell everything to yunlan. He may accept shen wei or maybe not. But at least he should know whom he want to love.......

Yunlan frown hearing that he laugh first thinking that shen wei is joking..... "Hahaha.... Good joke.....!" Yunlan said but seeing shen wei cold face his laugh fade away....... "I killed that man whom you wanted to interrogate... This morning......" shen wei continues as yunlan leave shen wei body from his hold......

Shen wei sigh, he knew this.....! He this from the beginning why would a cop love a criminal like him......? Shen wei thought as yuan move back in shock...." That.... That means you are...... You are one of the..... Mafia bosses......? And you were also there......." yunlan shockingly asked and shen wei nod yes......

Yunlan felt like the world spinning around him. He did not believe that he fall in love with a innocent looking criminal........! And he just killed someone........? Yunlan feel dizzy all of a sudden thinking all this.......

He gulped down feeling his throat getting dry all of sudden as he just blankly looked at shen wei and than to those red roses which he is holding in his hand.......

"I fall for a criminal....?" Yunlan mumbled to himself...... "This will be our last meeting chief zhao....!" shen wei said as he hurriedly sit inside his car and his guards also sit inside in different car as they drive away..... Actually shen wei hurriedly walked away because he was crying hard. Even he knew it.....! But still his heart ache seeing that yunlan move back from him.... He watch yunlan figure from his car view mirror and wear sun glasses to hide his tear as he watch yunlan for the last time.....

Yunlan also shockingly just looked at shen wei car fade away from there as he didn't understand what just happened...........?