It's been an hour since Connor has left and since you started to fall asleep. While you were sleeping, you could barely sleep, you were thinking about you and Connor being a couple and you were also thinking about the past about the bad memories of you and your ex and his family. You were whimpering in your sleep, a couple minutes later, you gasped as you woke up and you started crying. You were remembering the negativity your ex boyfriend's family were saying to you and how terrible they would treat you and how they would treat your ex boyfriend and also the rumors that were about him going on and saying how terrible he was by the time you were in high school. While the bad memories were going through your mind, you were panting of anxiety and sadness and you were struggling to breathe. You got up from off of your bed while you were still crying, you were walking around in circles repeatedly. After you have done that, you saw your book of memories, you opened it and you were going through it. When you reached to your high school year page in your book, you saw some pictures of you and your ex boyfriend together, as you saw them you immediately took them off the pages and you started ripping the pictures in half, you were crying while you did that. After you ripped the photos in half, you sobbed into your bed, you grabbed your pillow and you screamed into it. 15 minutes later, you stopped crying a little but your face was still red but at least you let all of your emotions out. You decided to get your laptop to call your mother.
(Your name): *you opened your laptop, you went to the FaceTime app, you went through your contacts till you found your mother and you called her*
(Your mother's name): *she answered your call and she can see you and you can see her* "Hey honey." *she smiles at you*
(Your name): "Hey mom. You don't have work today?"
(Your mother's name): "Nope. I'm just sitting here and watching tv."
(Your name): "Oh, okay. How about dad?"
(Your mother's name): "He's working. Just as always."
(Your name): "Oh..."
(Your mother's name): "What about you?"
(Your name): "Just sitting here. Thinking about stuff."
(Your mother's name): "What time is it there?"
(Your name): "It's 12:30 AM right now."
(Your mother's name) "What are you doing up late?"
(Your name): "I couldn't sleep... again..."
(Your mother's name): "What's on your mind?"
(Your name): *you sigh* "You remember that guy I really like?"
(Your mother's name): "Yeah."
(Your name): "Well, his name is Connor and he is an android. I hope that's okay with you?"
(Your mother's name): "Yes, of course it is, sweetie."
(Your name): "Thank you for understanding. Anyway, what I was saying is that, it's just that we have become more closer for the past month and every time I look at him or spend time with him, I just constantly blush. Even earlier, we almost held hands. I think he is in love with me too, these thoughts were keep going on in my head. And I've been having visions of me and him being a couple, us kissing and doing anything any couple does. He also puts my needs before his needs and doing what a gentleman does. He's treated me better than (your ex boyfriend's name) and his family. In fact, I thought about confessing to him but I just wanted to wait just in case and also because I feel nervous. What do you think of this?"
(Your mother's name): "I think it's time, baby. If he treats you like this with respect and kindness and if you love him that much, I think it's time to tell him. The more you wait, the more longer its gonna take. Just tell him how you feel and how much you love him."
(Your name): "You know what, mom? You're right. I think it is time to tell him. I was just too blind to realize when the right time was. Thank you so much, mom."
(Your mother's name): "Of course, honey. You know that I'm always here for you whenever you need to talk, right?"
(Your name): *you nod your head* "I know." *you gave your mother a reassuring smile*
(Your mother's name): "Try to get some sleep if you can, okay?"
(Your name): "I will try."
(Your mother's name): "I hope you have a goodnight. I love you, honey."
(Your name): "I love you too, mom. Goodnight." *you smile at your mother and you hang up, you put your laptop away and you went back to bed*
You slowly fell back asleep on your bed. While you were sleeping, you had good and happy dreams about you and Connor being a couple and living together and being happy. You plan to confess your feelings to Connor on your birthday later that day. You really hope he accepts you for you and your feelings for him.

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