Hysteria

chapter 24

Samuels POV:

I sat up straight with my back against the headboard of my bed, thinking about what I did last night. I told myself I wouldn't pull anything slick, but I failed completely.

The kiss.

The kiss itself was gentle but behind it there was great intimacy beyond any words.

That was the first time I've touched Y/n without any games behind it.

All the other times were just me teasing her because I enjoy her reactions, I like seeing her flustered and red because of the things I do. I like when she tries to do the same things back. But honestly my teasing and word plays with Y/n aren't all just a game. I can't just leave Y/n alone. No matter how hard I try, I willfully cannot be apart from her.

There's many things to like about Y/n. When I first met her the first thing that caught my attention was her attitude. She knew who I was but it didn't matter. She was brave enough to catch an attitude with me despite me being who I am.

She has a strong personality that I adore.

She's a very beautiful girl.

She has little habits that I don't even think she knows she has.

Like sometimes when she's having a conversation or just really focused on something; she double blinks, like she's really taking in the moment.

I look to my right, taking in the sight of her while she sleeps facing me.

My eyes traveled down, she had the thick covers in between her legs, causing her leg to be exposed.

Unconsciously; my eyes followed her leg from her knee up, then they landed on her ass.

My eyes widen slightly, the boxers I gave her are hiking upward, exposing half of her bottom.

My breath hitches in my throat and I feel my sweatpants become tighter around my intimate area. I quickly look away and shut my eyes.

How pathetic.

"Calm down"

I tell myself, though it's not helping me.

I get up and swiftly walk to the bathroom.

Once I'm inside, I shut the door and go to the mirror, resting my hands on either side of the sink.

I look down at my erection, shaking my head.

How did I even get turned on by that?

Maybe a cold shower would help.

I turned the shower on, then stripped from my sweatpants and my boxers, letting my erection free.

As soon as I stepped into the shower I let the water fall onto my body, causing goosebumps to appear.

I let out a shaky breath as the water reached my sensitive erection.

Christ.

Y/n's POV:

I wake up slowly, trying to let my eyesight adjust to the bright room.

Once my eyes are adjusted to the light, I see that Samuel is nowhere to be seen

Then I hear the shower running.

I have to pee really badly but I don't want to bother him.

I sit up and wait..

Fuck it I can't wait.

I stand up and walk to the bathroom door, knocking on it.

"Can I use the bathroom real quick?" I say.