Her and Me Forever.

Her and Me.

Hi, my name is Riley, and I am going to tell you my story.

Once upon a time, I found this girl she is amazing and the best person I know. We would talk for hours and call all the time, we couldn't get enough of each other! I met her through an online app to basically make new friends, I have friends but not online so I thought it would be different. She added me first and I instantly new what a type of person she is just by that one message.

"Hi I think your really cute!"

and my reaction was priceless, no one had ever done that before so i said "Thank you I think your really cute aswell!". Ever since that we couldn't stop talking and it was the best feeling ever. About 2 weeks after talking constantly she asked me out! I was going to but I didn't realise when she would and did it before me. I was so happy to have her as mine and we started dating the day after christmas! which I guess for how ever long we stay together for I got to spend extra money for two days on her, she tells me even for her birthday not to get anything she says "just want you, that is the best thing you could give me" it is sweet but that wont stop me and after Christmas last year we celebrated new years together! but of course over the phone which sucked but couldn't help it.

We talked and called still and I finally had a girlfriend for the new year!

Now here is the bad part, yes! there Is always a bad part in a story not surprising. Me and her would talk yes but since as we are only thirteen years old we both made a terrible and unthinkable mistake. Every now and then before we went to bed or during the day we would sometimes send each other nudes which is classed as child pornography and my mum didn't know until one night I was on call to her and I introduced her to my mum that day but as a "friend" cause I was scared to tell her she is my girlfriend since she didn't know anything about her or that I had been messaging her in the first place. So that night I was on call with her and my mum then came into my room asking who I was on the phone to and guess what, I lied, yep I did I was stupid to do that I know but it was because I had been on the phone to her for a while that day and didn't want to seem desperate but it would have been a safer option to say yep it was her again. Anyways she then looked through my phone to see who it was and when she found out and because I had lied she had a go at me and took my phone and later that night she told me she looked through it because I guess it is long distance and on an app so she didn't really trust me since I haven't dated online before and was making sure I was safe, she called me up to her room and told me to sit on the bed and...

Yep you have probably guessed it already that my mum did see those nudes and what we were messaging each other and I was feeling so anxious and ashamed and I didn't want to know what she had to say but she had a go at me saying "Your only thirteen years old you shouldn't be doing all this shit!" blah blah blah. Then the worst moment of my life happened my mum told me to break up with her and I felt so sick but empty inside I most definitely didn't want to but I understood why but I was heartbroken and I tried to hold back the tears but it turned in heavy breathing and sickness feeling, I tried and tired to plead my mum into letting me stay with her and we can have sweet normal conversations with each other like we have done before.

I really didn't want to but when I did and I was so depressed afterwards I didn't want to talk or go to school, I was bunking off and I was shutting my whole family out and even self harming, and later that night I managed to get in contact with her again. Once we started talking that was at night but at one point my sister got up to go to the toilet and after a couple minutes she came back in but also my mu came in and I didn't realise and I was about to message saying good night but when my mum saw me turn off my tab and quickly put it down on my bedside desk she asked in a low tone "What are you doing!" and she instantly came over and because I hadn't closed the tab down when we unlocked my tablet it went straight onto the messages and that is when I started to grab the tablet and start to fight for it but my mum won and she passed to the bathroom and locked herself in and I then got up and I was waiting outside the bathroom door and when she came out yelled at me "I AM VERY DISSAPIONTED IN YOU!" and took my tablet and told me to go to bed and I did and I was so in pain emotionally I could hardly get to sleep that night...

For the next month or so I had zero contact with her no phone after school or tablet nothing and then when I finally was allowed my phone I got back in contact with her and I managed to talk to her for about a week before my mum found out and when she did she was very disappointed but also upset and I still plead to stay with her and she let me this time but there was some rules and we haven't broken them and so far for the past 3 months everything has been going great and I have been a better mood.

I will say this now, NEVER send nudes to someone you hardly know until your 18 and dont hide things from your mum that they need to know about. The reason I have wrote this story is to remind young people not to send nudes and not to do anything illegal.

Thank you, I hope you have enjoyed reading this story and will hopefully learn some life lessons.