So close yet so far

Ch.22

Alexander's pov:
I haven't been feeling my self lately and y/n over reacted it was just a kiss and the fact that she thought she could leave me is just crazy, I mean where would she even go?

Samantha shouldn't have kissed me but I don't know why I didn't stop her, maybe she drugged me...no she wouldn't do that right?

Y/n should be up by now, I want to go see her but she might cut my head off for even talking to her. Fuck it, I just want to kiss her goodnight.

Y/n pov:
Pacing back and forth in the weirdly elegant room I'm wondering how I'm going to escape. There are bars on the windows the door is locked and made with really thick wood and I have no idea where my siblings are.

(Play the song now for extra effects)

I wonder if they're ok, I know Andy wouldn't let anything happen to Brianna but she's still so young. None of this should be happening to her but it's all my fault. I'm such a horrible sister.

Tears start streaming down my face. And I think back to when I was actually happy, sitting in my grandmas lap with her humming a soft melody. That was 6 years ago. I haven't been truly happy in 6 years till I met Alex, I was so blinded by his "caring" nature towards me that I forgot the wise words she always old me.

"The devil will come disguised as an angel to get you and once you're stuck the only thing that will help is the good in your heart and your will to fight, so keep that heart good and stay strong for me"

Those were also her last words to me.

"I'm sorry nana, I let you down" I say falling to the ground and sobbing. "I'm weak im so weak, I let you down I let everyone down" I say crying even harder.

I'm already a failure I might as well give up and rid myself from everyone, I'd be a huge burden off their shoulders. I get up and look for something anything sharp enough to pierce my skin. I grab the lamp and shattered it, picking up a piece and finding the biggest vein on my wrist.

"I'm sorry" before slitting it in half and watching the blood spill out, till I start to get extremely dizzy so I walk over to the bed and lay down on it, I begin to get so weak I can't move anymore. I feel myself fall off the bed as I fade into darkness.

Alexander's pov:
Getting out of my bed I felt disgusted, I just slept with Samantha for the 5th time since we've gotten to New York. I don't know why I keep doing it, I just can't stop myself, y/n is going to kill me. Speaking of y/n I thinks it's time to pay her a visit.

Walking up to y/n room I got a little excited, it feels like forever since I've seen her smile Samantha is being super clingy and it's getting annoying but right know I don't really know what I want, it's like I'm super indecisive and I keep making the wrong choices.

I finally got up to her room and unlocked the door, but the sight in front of me made my heart drop. There was blood pooled around a broken lamp and blood on the bed. What did I do?

"Y/N!!" I yell running around the room searching for her. then I saw it, and I felt my soul shatter. Y/n body laid behind the bed in a pool of blood. I slowly lifted her off the floor. I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks, I pay my head on her chest to hear her fatal heartbeat. "FUCK!!!!!" I yell

"CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE" I yell as some of my guards run into the room. "I'm sorry baby I'm so so sorry baby" I sob holding tightly in my arms "hold on for me please hold on" I sob even more.

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I know you love me 😘
My friend begged me to leave them happy what is a romance story without trauma
Anywho, Gn