So close yet so far

Ch.24

Y/n pov:
I hate being in a coma he should've let me die, it's not like he gives a fuck about me. Being in a coma is like time out but ten times worst. I hear, smell and feel everything but I can't fucking move.

I hear the door open and all the nurses file out, thank goodness one of them were musty. After a while of silence, he speaks

"Baby I never meant to hurt you, I was being drugged, Samantha drugged me I'm guessing when we first got back here, I went home to get you some clothes and I ran into her and with you being in a coma I just guessed that a drink wouldn't really matter" he says

so while I was in a coma this nigga was out drinking with hoes. That's great to know, note my sarcasm.

"She drugged me then but I didn't know, then before I brought you your shoes she was being so "supportive" and gave me a bottle of water then when you came out she kissed me and I couldn't push her away the drug it clouds your judgment and makes you do the opposite of what you really want"

What the actual fuck. Samantha just can't take a hint can she? I can't wait to get my hands on this bitch.

"So when that whole kiss happened it wasn't me and the whole kidnapping thing was her idea and I don't know why I went through with it, I just I couldn't stop myself I wasn't strong enough and my love for you just wouldn't let me watch you leave"he says but his voice cracks.

Is he crying? I wish I could tell him it's ok, I wish I could tell him, he didn't do anything wrong. I wish I could hold him and blow all his troubles away. I feel his big hand over mine and I feel a couple tears fall onto my hand.

"baby please please forgive me, I'll be stronger I won't let myself be drugged and manipulated, I won't hurt you anymore baby please" he begins to beg. "I just want to hold you, I jus want to hold you and see that beautiful smile, please baby come back to me, I need you" he says while crying even harder

Oh baby me too, and just wait till I get my hands on Samantha, that bitch better wish she's dead by the time I get out of here, because if I get to her before death does she will regret ever living.

I feel the anger rise, this might be the most angry I've been since my grandma passe- I moved, I MOVED MY FINGERS. I'm waking up this fast? Maybe I'm hallucinating.

"Did your fingers just move?" He says sounding shocked. Well I guess I'm not. "Doctor!!" He yells while gripping my hands and laughing, he sound real excited for someone who's the reason I'm here in the first place.

Now I just have to open my eyes, this was the hardest part last time but I'm not gonna give up, I forced my eyes to open so hard that I got a headache and the bright ass light didn't make it any better for me, I look over to Alex who has biggest smile on his face, and I lightly shove his hand off mine.

His smile automatically drops after seeing my angered look. "Baby I-" he starts to say but sees the smile growing in my face.

I couldn't go through with it cause he looks like shit, I felt bad for him already. "I thought you would be upset" he says looking relieved. "I heard everything" I say raising my hand towards his cheek.

"I'm sorry" he says with quivering lips and watery eyes. "Baby it's ok, it's not your fault" I say wiping the tear that fell from his eye.

"I wasn't strong enough, I couldn't protect you, not even from myself" he says now on his knees next to me, holding my free hand in both of his bigger ones. "Love I'm so so sorry, forgive me love, forgive me" he says breaking down, making tears fall from my own eyes.

"Alexander, listen to me. You did nothing wrong it's not your fault none of this is" I say holding both his cheeks now looking deeply into his eyes. "But I did this to you" he says gesturing towards my cut wrist.

"No I did this to me, she did this to me. None of this is your fault" just then the door bursts open and we begin to wipe our tears.

"IM GONNA ROCK YOUR SHIT" my brother yells storming towards Alex.

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