Find her - Bucky Barnes x Fem Reader

Part 3

*Bucky's POV*

Its been a few weeks since I asked Ashley to be my girlfriend, and believe me when I say this, my life has never been better. Whenever I see her, its impossible to keep my eyes off of her. Everything about her is just perfect, her hair, her lips, her smile, her laugh, her amazing hazel coloured eyes that I get lost in everytime I see them up close. 

I am now standing in line to enlist myself into the army once again. Steve begged me to let him come and, key word, attempt to enlist himself as well. I snap out of my amazing day dream about Ash, when I see Steve's hand waving infront of my face for the millionth time. "
what did I say about doing that", I smack his hand away in frustration, "you know how much I hate it. You're lucky I even let you come." 

"Woah calm down, I was just trying to get you out of another one of your day dreams about your loving girlfriend" he said in a sarcastic tone, followed by him snickering quietly. I'm not sure if I will ever get used to being able to call her mine. That's just crazy. 

I roll my eyes at him and shake my head. I look up and see that there are about four people infront of me, meaning its nearly our turn. I look over at Steve, who is looking nervous as ever. Probably because he used false information on his enlistment form. 

"You dont have to do this you know"

"I know" he replied. 

"Promise me that if you dont make it, you won't try again." I said concerned and not wanting to sound rude. "Its just that its illegal to do what you're doing, and  if they found out you could get arrested". He stayed quiet. I'm not sure if that meant he was going to or not, but it seemed like a touchy subject for him, so i just left it. 

Its now my turn so I turned away from Steve and walked into the building leaving Steve in the line. As i did this, I realised that I never actually looked at what steve had put on his enlistment form, and didn't even get to see if it was believable or not.

(time skip)

I recieved a letter in the mail this morning from the enlisting office, saying that I had made cut and that I was assigned to the 107th. Allthough this is great news, I am being shipped out to England first thing tomorrow. I have asked Ash to come over so we could talk. I have no clue of what her reaction could be. I told her that i was enlisting but i didnt even think i was going to get in let alone be shipped out the day after i found out. A tear slipped out of my eye as I realised how long I would have to be away from Ash for. I might not even be able to see her again. 

I hear a knock on the door and wipe the remaining tears out of my eyes, and go to open the door. The moment i open the door I am engulfed in a massive hug, as usual, which makes me feel a million times better than before. 

"Is everything okay?" she asks with a small smile, her head still buried in my chest. 

"y- yeah, I have something to show you but i'm not sure how you will react."

She looks at me hestitantly, but nods her head and follows me inside. I sit her on the couch, take a deep breath and get the letter to show her. I place it in her hands, and hold my breath whilst she reads it.

"OH MY GOD!!! Thats amazing!" she says as she gets up and hugs me once again. A wave of relieve washes over me before quickly disappearing again. 

"I mean yeah, but I get shipped out first thing tomorrow, and i dont know if i will be able see you again" i said my eyes beginning to get teary again. Her big smile slowly fades and turns into an upsetting frown, her hazel-brown eyes turning a darker shade and getting glossy from her tears. 

She doesnt say anything, and that makes me worry. She slowly blinks away her tears and falls into my arms where she begins to sob silently. 

" I'm so sorry baby", my voice quavers, sounding unsteady as I am on the verge of breaking down myself. 

"Don't be sorry, you have always dreamt of getting into the army and now you finally have. There is no way in hell that I am going to be the one to stop you from going" She said, the tears slowly coming to a stop. "Just promise me we can do something fun for your last night in town. I know the perfect spot we could go to and we can bring Steve and Peg as well. How does that sound?"

"Perfect" I told her with a small smile.

"Alright I'm gonna go find Peggy to tell her, so can you get Steve?" She asks, wiping the last of her tears.

"Yeah" I pull her in for a hug, holding her longer than I normally would, before letting her go and watching her leave.

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I feel like I finally have an idea of where this story is going because i had no idea what i was doing with it at the beginning. 

Thoughts ---->>>