𝗺𝐲 𝐟𝗼𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 - 𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 ✔️

𝟬𝟬𝟲.

𝟬𝟬𝟲.

after a couple minutes i got home and shit i wanted to scream, i didn't wanna cry or scream cause i didn't wanna seem cringy but anyways i was so pissed at him why was he changing? this is not the ash i know. so fuck me for not yelling at him i was just so shocked at the words he said.

but at least i got rue, wait what happened to rue? i was so caught up with this shit that i had forgot about her. yeah fuck it ima go over her house.

i decided to wear a lazy fit cause shit why so extra if no one's is not at her house? her sister and mom is never home cause the bullshit rue does, she has anger issues and it's probably worser then mine and if i'm being honest i feel so bad for rue.

𝗼𝘂𝘁𝗳𝗶𝘁 ❤︎︎

𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗲𝘀 ❤︎︎

I changed into my fit and headed out the door without saying a word to my mom, i was so excited to see her i really am. her house was only 5 minutes away so it wasn't a long walk.

once i got there she was outside her door crying? what the fuck happened.

she looked at me with her red eyes and started ranting about what happened, ofc it was over drugs, i hope rue goes to rehab again and gets her life together.

after i comforted her she was still in my arms and she said "wanna go to fez? please come what if he slams the door on me i don't wanna deal with that shit" i love rue so damn much i couldn't just say no so i agreed, rue doesn't know what happened with me and ash.
so i decided to tell her on the walk there and she was surprised. she was telling me "he's a bitch for that" shit like that and i overall agreed.

after a couple minutes we got there and rue made me open the door and i nodded, i hesitated at first but went for it. shit what if ash opens it? what will he say? omg.

luckily it was fez that opened it, he gave us a smile before letting us in he didn't notice the condition rue was in.

me and rue sat on the couch and just chilled "so what brings you here?" fez said calmly, rue stayed quiet so i spoke up "we just wanted to se you fez that's all" He said "that's wsp but what about ash? idk man he been acting weird"i shrugged tbh i didn't really give a shit about him right now.

𝗔𝘀𝗵 𝗣𝗢𝗩 -

i heard a knock at the door randomly why would there be someone here this late? i grabbed my gun just to hear auroras voice. why is she here? i can't look at her after what she had done to me.

i wanted to go downstairs to see what's up i was not gonna be a pussy and just stay in my room so i went. then i heard fez say "but what about ash? idk man he been acting weird" i didn't tell him anything what happened with me and aurora cause he's not the type of person that knows how to deal with this shit. it was a silence between the three of them. aurora broke the silence and said "idk go ask him he would probably be happy to tell you" sounding annoyed.

i can't put up with auroras bitchy attitude so i came downstairs.

"i think it's because you have a boyfriend that you met at a restaurant?" i said coldly.

"first he's not my bf and second maybe if you didn't get together with some bitch that gets with guys and moves on the next month maybe i wouldn't have got 'with' him!" aurora said loudly.

if i'm being honest aurora was a crazy shit but has a pretty face.

i got quiet, i clenched my jaw and glanced at fez, he looked surprised and shocked af. "i don't want you bothering my gf me and her have gotten together" i gave aurora a proud look after i said that.

𝗔𝘂𝗿𝗼𝗿𝗮𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩-

what?..after all the times me and ash had it was nothing? tears started forming in my eyes and i didn't hide them.

"why are your acting like this? i never did shit to you ash i never did i don't know what has happened to you but i dont like it.. i don't even know you anymore" i said sounding i was about to break down.

ash gave me a worried and a guilty look. there's so much i wanna say, but i don't know where to start

"i'm sorry" ash said quietly and kinda loudly like he only wanted me to hear. at this point i was crying but i wasn't doing anything like hiding my tears or running to a room.

"i'm sorry aurora i didn't think of you when doing all this shit and if i hurted you im sorry.. and if i did i won't able to forgive myself for that" ash said.

fez and rue was in shocked but worried.

i looked at ash and he was looking at me, ash came up to me and hugged me. i liked how ash changed after i confronted him, i like it tho.

while we were hugging i said "don't you got a gf?" i said getting out of ash arms.

"oh uh yeah mb" he said. he so damn confusing.

𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗽

after hanging out with fez and ash i went back home, it was late so i decided to shower and do my skincare routine, i got my pjs and fluffy socks and went inside the shower, while i was scrubbing the shampoo in my hair i was thinking about what happened. did i overreacted? why did even ash care. i brushed off the thoughts and finished doing my thing. i changed and my hair into braids and went to sleep.

𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝘀 𝗹𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗯𝗵 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝗺𝗮 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗹𝘆 ! 𝗟𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗶 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺.

𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 '<𝟯' 𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝘂𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆! 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗹𝗼𝗹.