Being Gorgeous (Being #1) rough draft, slowly being re-written. Warning-Many mistakes

Chapter 13

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Chapter 13:

My heart was beating loudly in my ears and it seemed like that was all that could hear. Time was going in slow motion as I walked my way through the crowd, not really hearing the music or the laughter. My only intention...was to get away. My vision kept getting blurry but I refused to cry in here, right now all I wanted was to go to home, curl up on the couch and hug myself. I wanted to be alone. It seemed like forever until I finally reached the doorway that lead to the patio. I opened it and crashed right into Aiden. He held me and I could feel myself beginning to loose control of the tears. The way Aiden was looking at me wasn't helping either. I felt so betrayed and I shivered as I remembered the scene between Blair and me. I didn't really understand why she hated me so much, I've never done anything to her. If anything it should be the other way around, I admit there was a time in my life when Blair and I were close. We use to share everything, from clothing to dolls. That was until we entered Kindergarten that everything changed. Blair wouldn't talk to me, she would always glare at me. I hate the way she had this weird way of knowing when I felt uncomfortable, and she knew that when she gave me those looks, I would look away. She'd smiled satisfied that she knew how to scare me away.

Not this time Blair...Not this time...

I thought to myself. I realized I wasn't standing on the grass, but in Aidens arms as he held me. I hadnt realized when I had started crying. My tears soaked right through his shirt and made it see through. I was sobbing uncontrollably and I noticed I was gathering a crowd. Aiden noticed too and took my hand. He led me through the crowd and I held my face down as we squeezed in through the crowd. Finally I could feel the rush of air hit my face as we walked to Aidens mustang. It shone in the light as he opened the door for me. I slid in and stayed quiet. Aiden hopped in and closed the door, he turned his head and looked at me.

"What happened?" Aiden whispered as he reached over and grabbed my chin gently and tilting my head towards him. I looked up into those warm green-brown eyes that always held me together when I needed them. I managed to calm down, but my heart couldn't seem to put itself back together. I whimpered and let a small tear slip from my eye. Aiden gently wiped it away. His touch set me on a frenzy and I couldn't seem to look away from those gorgeous eyes. I wondered why I was taking so long to tell Aiden that I cared for him as more than a friend, maybe it was because I couldnt help but think that he might hurt me too. I didnt really need another heartbreak from the guy who took me under his wing and loved me for me.

"Nyx...." I whispered. Aiden eyes turned hard, his stance went rigid and I stood still as I waited for his reaction.

"What. Did. He. Do." Aiden said through clenched teeth. I could see so many emotions running through his eyes. jealousy, hatred, anger...love? no I shook my head, I was hallucinating.

"He...I just... its stupid, Aiden." I said guiltily I knew I shouldn't be crying because I knew it would hurt Aiden to know that I was crying for a guy I hadn't even gone out with but found making out with my sister.

"Tell me anyways, what did that asshole do?" He said, his voice was strangled and I just wanted to hold him and forget this whole sorry night happened.

"I...I found him making out with Blair, I mean we weren't even going out but he lead me on and it hurt me, I guess." I couldn't look at him as I said the last part. I heard him suck in a breath and next thing I know he was getting out of the car and walking towards the party. I quickly got out and ran to him. I tried to hold onto his arm but he dodged my hand. He looked determined as he pushed his way through the people.