Part 19: up all night

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Astrid
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Drew sits himself next to me, just staring at the sushi sitting infront of him ignoring Anna's attempt to talk to him. But as the bright sun of barbados fades, so does our sober ness.

I remember laughing over the least funny things, and Drew laughing even louder.
I remmeber Maddie and Chase singing, and Rudy and JD getting higher by the minute.

I remember sniffing random shit, not knowing what it is.
And now as I wake up in a bed not my own, I remember everything as only a blur.
I don't remember regretting it in the moment.
But I do regret it all now.

Drew
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I think that night relieved half of the stress off my body in the moment, made me think about nothing and dance to the sound of ringing music.

I remember Astrid standing there rocking from side to side with the rest of the girls, she danced to the exact rythym only losing her balance twice.
I remember my trance being distracted as Anna made her way towards her.
She went off with Anna but I couldn't speak or scream, I could barely walk.
Next thing I know I was on the floor with Rudy's face squinting to make sure it was me.
"Drew!" I remmeber him screaming until he threw up beside me.
I felt arms around me, I was carried somewhere that's all I remembered.
But I didn't care what was happening to me.

I needed to know if Astrid was okay. Now I wake up in a bed, confused with my friends around me. Maddie's face in tears, chase looking to the floor emotionless, Rudy having a panic attack, and the rest frantically talking on phones and writing things down.

"Where is Astrid?"

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