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9 december 2014

masquerade ball

masquerade ball

Hai, hey, hii, hello, heii, hay, and ello guys!

How are y'all? I hope you're all fine 'cause I'm feeling lIKE DYING OF FEELS AHAH.

like like like like like it's like like like like like I'm giggling rainbows like like like like like yusss.

But before I'll tell you what happened I'm gonna tell you something else.

So like my parents are business people and I haven't mentioned it yet but they are divorced due to them having completely other likings and them rarelx being able to see each other.

Yeah happy life I know right.

And that's like the main reason why I wanted to live on my own because otherwise I would have to choose either my mum or my dad.

And every Christmas I have to make a decision and choose if I want to visit my mum and her boyfriend who really tries to hard and calls me 'mate' and I just want to puke bc he's annoying and just like earlier mentioned tries to hard OR I can visit my dad, his girlfriend and my stepsister who hates me and my dad, brings her skater friends to our house and just makes me want to scream like crazy bC CAN SOMEONE TALK SO MUCH AND NEVER SHUT UP AND LISTEN?!

So, like either way my holidays will be ruined and I can't spend x-mas with my "family" how it's actually supposed to be.

And I don't know who I should visit because I usually spend holidays with my childhood friend Emma or my grandparents to avoid this decision because I'm not stupid and am actually gonna make either my mum or my dad  to my enemy for not visiting them but this year nah, I can't escape it.

Emma flies to Hawaii and grandma and grandpa are having my aunt and my 5 [ yes 5 ] cousins this year.

So it may sounds like my grandparents r v mean but they said I couldn't visit them because they have no room for me to stay.

You may be asking yourself one;

Ugh, idiiiiiiiiiiot y dun't cha celebrate X-Mas on ur own

Well I don't wanna be lonely on Christmas but I would actually do it but my dad and mom were like; "honey this year you don't have a plea so you have to come to me not your father/mother or do you prefer him/her and don't want to come to us, hun?"

Or you are asking yourself two;

Why don't you just stay with Ashton your bffe?

Because every year he and the soccer team are driving around the country with his uncle's little van and on the 24.th they are all having a party at Ash's with some other popular people.

So like hey, I'm clueless and don't know what I should do! Just like always if I'm being serious. And idk I felt the need to share that with y'all (:
Because maybe you can help me????

+ So, every single year some days before we have holidays due to Christmas arriving we make this kind of masquerade ball at our school.

& I freaking hate that shit like urGHHH!11!1

You probably ask yourself : 'Calum why do you hate such an event? There is music, dances like the viennese waltz, laughters, fun times with your friends, fancy outfits and getting to know unknown persons without them judging you by your looks due to you getting to disguise yourself! That's soo o o oh ohhhh o-o-o oooo cool and blah blah bluhhr' or not.