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1 december 2014

attention and getting blackmailed

attention and getting blackmailed

Hello, guys and today shit happened like wtf?!??!

I still can't believe that this day was real.

Or maybe it wasn't, jk.

But I am not sure if I can call this day good or bad.

Let's go with bad.

Butttt first there's one person that still remembers MY NAME and I deleted your comment and pls don't reveal my name again or I'm going to cry :):

But I'm going to answer your question that was 'would you say yes 2 Luke if he would ask u out'

sRSLY?!? I would even marry him if he would ask me to and I'm not kidding . . .but after the things that happened today I'm not quite sure anymore.

+ So we had Art and the topic is 'beauty' right now which means that we can draw the things, or people, that we think symbolize beauty.

And I kind of can draw a bit 'cause I got the talent from my mother who is a designer - well, this explains why I'm so into fashion

I'm kind of sure that you probably ask yourself now - boy without a name what did you draw?

Hopefully you won't laugh but I drew Luke.

Not from his profile but his back is facing you and I added him wings so that he is an angel.

Because I do think Luke is some angel in disguise.

The background was new york city coloured in dark black to greyish shades while Luke was in white shades, shining and lightening the city up.

Coming back to the counting things, I sit in Art next to some popular - and really, reaaaally dumb - girls who don't really pay attention to me and I'm really fine with it.

But today the girls were basically craving for my attention like wtf if this is going to continue I'm gonna turn gay.

So when I said 'I want to concentrate on my drawing' the brunette just took the paper away and wasn't willing to give it back to me.

Within seconds the drawing went around the class - before you ask yes our teacher was not in the class he always disappears in the middle of the class to 'get coffee' but I'm 100% sure he makes out with the nice lady that works at the library

Anyway, everyone passed the drawing to their neighbours until it nearly reached Luke, he actually wanted to peek a look at it.

I don't know why I was so nervous - I mean you could just see his back and his hair and no one would come on the thoughts that it was Luke.

But out of reflex I shouted 'No Luke don't look at it' but that made him want to look at it even more.

So when he looked at the drawing his facial expression was symbolizing shock and I just really wanted to vomit when he looked up because I was too afraid of what he would say.

It really surprised me that he said; 'Wow [my name] that is amazing you should sign up for this year's art contest'

Suddenly everyone was storming to Luke to look at it eventhough I thought iT WASN'T THAT GOOD - I mean why are they giving me tons of attention when I don't need/want/deserve it.