Maybe Unconscious

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It felt like I slept for a year or so.

I did not know what happened.

I realized recently that I missed a decade of songs, I know the songs they are familiar to me but some of them I never heard before.

I know I like music but maybe I stopped liking it for some reasons I can not understand.

After I got up  and out of that bludgeoned feeling, burdens are not very heavy anymore, though they still are.

I continued to search the Web.

I saw familiar faces and some live ones, maybe.

I searched about the life of some of them and noticed something unbelievable.

I can not seem to understand why.

I stared at the picture and looked at the drawing of the person from an older time and I read their story, it seemed like they have their same ending.

The first one was beheaded in the guillotine while the other one got beheaded also but in a different method.

Another one was assassinated through gun shot the other got shot also by an unknown man.

Maybe I am just making things up inside my head. Maybe I am overthinking or exaggerating things. Maybe I am just not knowledgeable enough that all I have are guesses and thoughts about what is and what is not.

I do not know.

Maybe I should read and observe more..
And eat and rest more.

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