Disturbing Thoughts

Waiting for the Ending

They are thinking they will move on with their lives while my time will just keep on repeating.

They got what they wanted and they are all getting ready to run away and leave me alone.

They have the riches and they also wanted my own luck or attainments.

They made me rethink about my reality. Is it me who is living a made-up life or is it it them who are trying to convince me that my life is a lie?

The hardest part of this story is that they let me believe that I was loved and that I belong somewhere only to throw me out when they finally accomplished or achieved what they wanted and I might end up alone.

The unbelievable part is that they were able to lie to everyone about what is what, continued doing what they think they know best, make me look like a fool and soon, be someone I thought I always wanted to be.

They made me believe that I have to fall to lose every small achievement I have and again start from scratch.

Another bad part is that they will make things difficult for me so that I may want to end my own life or wish my self dead.

Bad thoughts. Maybe I needed emotional comfort.

I am tired. Everyone is tired.

But seriously what ending would it be?

I just wanted to know.