it's 10:30pm, i'm on my bed listening to soft music and crying. i don't know why, but all i know is today was just not my day. i even woke up feeling fucked up and as the day went on i just felt more and more unmotivated and sad.
i had to put my phone on silent from all messages i was getting from my friends asking if i was ok or not. i just stared at the ceiling and let my tears run down the sides of my face.
my music stopped all of the sudden and i instantly know someone's calling me. and i know exactly who it was. i picked up.
the call:
y/n: *sniffles* hello?
colby: baby, what's wrong?
y/n: i'm just not having the best day.
colby: i'm coming over, see you in a bit. i love you.
y/n: love you too.
*call ended*
all though i didn't want anyone to come near me, colby was the only exception. i didn't realize i really needed him right now.
about 7 minutes go by and i heard my front door open. i knew it was colby since he's the only person with my house key, i heard his faint footsteps, making their way to my dark room.
he opened the door and immediately gave a sad smile when he saw my state. i looked at him walking to the bed and get under the covers. i turned my music off and unplugged my headphones to cuddle up to the man i love most.
i cried loud on his chest, he rubbed my back in a soothing motion whilst kissing my head occasionally. "i love you so much." colby said above a whisper, i just cuddled closer and kept sobbing.
after 5 minutes went by, i had calmed down a bit. i wiped my teary eyes and sniffled, "today was not my day." i chuckled slightly. colby chuckled with me and asked what had happened today. i explained and he understood completely.
i looked up from his chest to give him a kiss, we pulled away and he kissed my forehead which made me smile. we sat in comfortable silence and enjoyed each other's presence.
i tried to keep my eyes open but the bricks were falling. i gave in and fell asleep on colby's chest. he realized once he heard soft snores coming from my mouth. he kissed my head once more and whispered, "you'll get through this, i promise you that."
i had smiled slightly and cuddled closer, if were possible. he soon grew tired and fell a sleep as well.
he's my healer🤍.
