Back To The Past (Girl AU)(Jiang Ying,Jiang Wuxian)

Chapter 25:Confession

We just sat there in silence and just a minutes the food was already serve

The food are almost no let me correct, the food are all spicy food and no bland

" you eat spicy food?" i ask in curious eyes

" mn" he said

and so we ate in silence after we ate we just sat there measuring each other, not knowing what to say and for the first time lan zhan spoke first

" just now, you" he said, not knowing how to say or what to say

" I'm sorry i snapped i just" i said not knowing how to continue

" it's fine, ying doesn't need to be sorry, ying didn't do anything wrong" lan zhan said which make me stare at him

Lan Zhan do you love me?i don't want assume but i am also scared, scared that you don't feel the same, scared to lost you

'Jiang Ying, Jiang Ying you really don't learn from the past, you are still a coward. just for once be brave' i said to myself

Jiang Ying took a deep breath

" Lan Zhan i, my feeling for you is sincere, A-zhan i like you, no not like but love i love you" i confess and look down where my hand is located

Lan Wanji froze at his spot, he couldn't count how many times he had dream about this and now that this really happened he didn't know what to say or do

his brain suddenly stop functioning

on the other hand, jiang ying who heard nothing from him ask him

"Lan Zhan did you hear me!?" i ask anxiously

Lan zhan lips move forward: "You..."

Jiang ying thought that maybe lan zhan doesn't believe me since i used to teases him many times so i continue speaking

" You're really great i like you"

"..."

"or in other words i like you, i fancy you, i love you , i want you, i can't live without you, i whatever you"

"..."

"I want to nigh hunt with you for the rest of my life"

"..."

" I will never leave you and trust you"

"..."

" I want to sleep with you everyday"

and now lan zhan's ear blush and so i continue my shameless word

"Heck i don't want anyone but you, it can't be anyone but you...."

'this is so good to be true, if this is a dream please don't wake me up, i am willing to live in dream as long as she is here, as long as my life is here' lan zhan thought

"i really like your stupid stoic face,my heart aches to be with you, my life is incomplete without you"

Jiang Ying who heard nothing look at lan zhan and has a expression that i can't pinpoint.

He doesn't love me?

" Lan Zhan you,you.." i can't continue since my tears are threatening to fall but i stay brave " doesn't love me?" i said and my coward self can't bear to hear the answer so stand up and about to leave when he suddenly grab my wrist and pull me to make me sit in his lap and put his hand on my waist like claiming that i belong to him

Lan Wanji's breath were short and disorder. His hoarse voice whisper in my ear which make me shiver in unknown reason

"fancy you" lan zhan said

" yes"!

"love you,want you"

"yes!" i said with a smile

Lan Zhan's hand in my waist become tighter " Cannot leave you, doesn't want anyone but you, it cannot be anyone but you!"

"Yes!" i said and kiss his forehead

He repeated the word that his ying said to him with his tremble voice

" Lan Zhan do you love me" base on his action that he just did right now i know he love me, but i want to hear it from him, confirm it by his own lips

Lan Zhan suddenly peck a kiss from me which make my breath hitch

" Love Ying, from the first time i saw you , i fell in love" he said which make me gasped. love at first sight

" then... then why are you cold at me" i saw how his ears turn red because of my question

" jealous, too close to other" he said, i took a minute to process what he said and i laugh loud, so loud, i saw how his eyes widen at my sudden laugh since i  normally quiet talker in this life. his face flushed more and averted his gaze.

jiang ying who notice this ask "Why are you averting your gaze,ah?"

Lan Wanji remain silent for a few moments but under Jiang Ying unwavering stare, he had no other choice but to answer

" Too bright" lan zhan answered earnestly and now his neck is also covered with red along with his ear

with a 'pfft' jiang ying inspected if there is a trace of humor or teasing amidst  this frigid expression

But when he confirmed that lan wanji indeed say those word in seriousness, the laugh that i initially  tried to suppress erupted like an endless stream

" A-zhan, oh lan zhan, don't tell me, you think that my smile is too bright that you got blinded by it"

and lan zhan being honest as ever he nodded his head " mn"

I hold my chest where my heart is located. Who said that Lan Wanji is as cold as ice? This man clearly know what to say to make my heart go wild
and lan zhan seeing my reaction give me a smug look

but seeing Jiang Ying acting in exaggeration, face has a tint of red,glowing eyes that so alluring and lips like a rose petal, Lan Zhan eyes darken and said

"mine"