I'll make her Mine

Ep: 25

Lisa's P.O.V

"What do you mean your courting her!" Wendy shouted demanding an explantion.

"She asked me of she can court me and I said yes" I explained.

"Since when???" Irene asked.

"2 weeks ago" I said

"how!?" Jennie asked

"What do you mean how... Duh... I confessed to her and boom I'm courting her soon she will be my girlfriend so don't even try" Rosè said hugging me possesivly.

"So like are we gonna watcha movie or.." Jisoo was asked and was about to continue only to be shut up by her sister.

"Why did you say yes??"

"because meybe I'll try and give her a chance"

"Why not me.. Give me a chance.." Jennie said

I just stayed silent.

"And what about me" irene said.

I stayed silent.

'You better talk. what about me" Wendy said

Damn't the pressure. I can't like all of them. I'm already having a hard time producing feelings towards this chipmunk but I just can't. I don't have feelings but I'm trying to and I can feel that feeling growing everyday but they are also confusing my feelings because I know they like me but I don't want to reject them cause they might blame each other and there friendship might end which scares me because I know there friendship has been going on I long time and I don't want to be the reason why they break that bond

I think I'm having a panic attack shit.

I held my head as it was hurting for some reason and the next thing I knew was people shouted around me as my vision went blurry.

I think I passed out.

I should've slept last night. I didn't sleep at all. I stayed up and drank 3 bottles of red bull to study. Now I regret it and now my body is tired.

I should've listened to my body. and them fighting right now is giving me stress.

Damn it. 

(Life advice: Listen to your body. If your tired take a rest....sleep....take care of yourselves first)

I woke up to four heads looking at me. I sat up straight and hit my head with wendys. Ow.

"damn Lisa your head is hard as a rock" Wendy said touching her head.

"Sorry" I said while trying to ease the pain of my head.

Suddenly I was engulfed into a tight hug by Rosè. "you made me worry Monkey"

I just hugged her back when someone slammed there cup. I turned around and saw Jisoo who was twitching saying "Sorry about that but I think I'll go now. I actually have a meeting to go now Goodluck in your finals Lisa"

She left almost immediately which confused me. She looked so angry and jealous is it because of me?

Wait...

Does she actually like Rosè. I thought it was just a crush but I guess she really likes Rosè. What should I do.........!?!?!

Everyone had left including Rosè since she was called in for some urgent meeting that she needs to attend, but only Wendy was here since she had her day off today.

"So you're dating her?" She asked as she focused her eyes on the screen.

"Not yet, She's only courting me" I said 

"do you like her" She asked

I stayed silent for a minute and said "not yet, but maybe I know I will learn how to" Then I smiled.

She nodded and smiled. "Should I give up then?" She asked

I looked at her and asked "Give up what?"

She looked down at her fingers that were fidgeting. "Give up on you"

I looked at her and stayed silent due to shock.

I composed myself and sighed. "I'm sorry Wendy, but If I were you I would umm... Give up because I wouldn't want myself to get hurt in that position. It's your choice though thats just what I think."

She nods and leans her head on my shoulder. "Before I can umm move can I ask you something"

"Sure"

"I like you do you like me back?" She said as she held my hand

"I'm sorry wendy I don't feel the same way"

She smiled and hugged me "Thank you"

I hugged her back and asked "Can we atleast be still friends"

"Yes, but I think I need to distance myself for a bit so that I can atleast move on. Its gonna be hard but I know these feelings will be gone soon. Thank you Lisa"

I smiled.

She stood up readying herself to leave. I also stood up and followed her to the door to say goodbye.

I stood at the door and said my goodbye but before she could say goodbye she kissed me, which I just let her as I feel her cup my face.

The kiss lasted a minute Until she ran away with tears in her eyes.

I'm sorry Wendy...

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🥲 its okay wendy I was also rejected before I know how it feels. has anyone else gotten rejected before?