I'll make her Mine

Ep: 16 Understand

Jennie's P.O.V

"I get why your mad but still its not her fault all of those things happen. You have to understand what Ella also feels. Stop holding a grudge against her"

I clenched my fists as her words kept repeating over and over.

I drank the cup of whiskey as I am waiting for Lisa to come down from Ella's room. She tucked Ella and I'm here in the kitchen table waiting for her.

I get her words about holding a grudge against my own child but I can't help but blame her, but I know I'm in the wrong.

Damn it.

I drank another glass of whiskey straight.  I think this was a bad decision I shouldn't have drank whiskey.  I already feel my whole body heating up. My head is starting to hurt.

I think I'm hallucinating. I see my parents smiling. I sadly smiled at them as my heart ached. I clenched my hands that was holding the glass and I threw it.

It broke. Just like my heart. Tears started falling down my cheeks helping my face cool down but the pain is still there.

I didn't notice but now I'm cleaning the glass that on the floor. then blood was there in my hands. I looked at my trembling hands.

JENNIE!

I'm scared I can't

JENNIE!!

Help me!

JEN!!!

I blacked out......

I saw a figure on top of me, but I black out. The two glasses of whiskey really hit me that hard.

How can I look so powerful When I'm actually weak. I hate myself. I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!

Lisa's P.O.V

"You should sleep Ella, I heard from your mom you have school tomorrow"I said 

She nodded and said "But I don't want my mom to drop me off. C-can you drop me off" she said with puppy eyes.

How can I resist. Those eyes really resemble Jennie's. I smiled "Of coarse"

She smiled and hugged me. "Thats a promise okay no breaking my promise"

I nodded and tucked her in. I was singing a song to her when we both heard a glass breaking. I was alarmed but Ella wasn't bothered one bit.

"It must be mom. I think that's the 7th glass cup she broke this week"

I patted Ella and said my goodnight as I made sure she can go to sleep.

I went out of Ella's room quietly And rushed downstairs to see Jennie collected broken pieces of glass.

JENNIE!!

I rushed towards her as she began to fall on her back. I caught her in time before she fell on the floor. 

JENNIE!! I called out but she didn't respond.

JEN!!!

She passed out I think. It smelled like alchohol here.

I carried her bridal style to her room. I laid her down and tucked her in. I was about to leave but she held my hand.

"Don't leave me please" A tear fell out of her eye. I held her hand and said "I won't"

I sat beside her in bed as she hugged me by the waist tightly.

I checked my phone and it was currently 8 in the evening. I saw messages from all of the girls 

(CHIPMUNK)

-YAH!!! LISA WHERE R YOU

-I went to your apartment and you weren't didn't open where did you??

-Don't tell me you went to Wendys house again

-srsly I'm definetly gonna kill her

-Chipmunk. I'm fine jeez.I met Jennie and she got hurt I'm staying here for the night. I'm going to take care of her daughter too. I'm fine❤️

(Joohyun)

-Lisa I'm worried. I went by your apartment and you didn't open the door.

-I might just call the police

-Lisa answer me

-I called Rosè and she said that you aren't there

-Lisa where r you

-hyunnie I'm fine. I'm at jennie's house. She got hurt. Don't worry I'm fine. I'm gonna stay the night here since tomorrow I'm gonna take care of Ella. and plus its my day off tomorrow and I don't have school don't worry I'm fine

-Sorry to make you worry hyun. ❤️

(Wendy)

-I just wanted to ask you out to dinner

-I called rosè but she said that you are missing where r you??

-Are you okay?

-Lisa answer me I'm panicking!!

-Lisa I'm worried

-Unnie I'm okay don't worry. I'm here at Jennie's place since she hurt herself don't worry. ❤️

CHEWY

-YAH!! LISA!!!

-YOU WANNA GO OUT TODAY!!!

-Lisa....

-I heard from Rosè your not home where r you maybe we can pick u up. I just finished my business with Mina you wanna come with us??

-Lisa.....

-Lisa...

-Yah! LISA UNNIE YOUR MAKING ME WORRIED

-Mina already called the police. We're trying to find you now okay

-yah!!! CHEWY NOOO. I'm fine I'm at Jennie's place don't worry JISOOS CHRIST

Mina

-Lisa! I just called the police. please text me. We're worried

-MINA!!! NOOO. CALL OFF THE POLICE INVESTIGATION I'M FINE!!!

-I'm at Jennie's place don't worry. she hurt herself don't worry

Damn these girls. I was just lying down beside Jennie when suddenly the doorbell kept ringing from downstairs so I stood up to go to the front door.

I opened the door and to my surprise it was the girls looking worried. When they saw me they all hugged me and said "We were so worried Lisa!"

I hugged them back welcomed them in even though its not my house. Is this even allowed. Oh well there friends so why not. 

I let them in and I talked to them what had happen and they even tried to go to Jennie's room to check on her but I told them that she is asleep. I also told them that I'm gonna stay there until morning since I'm gonna drop Ella off.

I was about to tell them that its getting late but instead they all slept in the living room couch. I texted Jisoo what had happen since the girls told her what happend with Jennie. She said that she would come here but I told her her that its fine.

We said out goodnights and slept

Morning

I don't remember where I slept but right now I'm at the couch with the girls around me. LITTERALLY

I thought I was sleeping in the carpet floor but now I'm at the couch. Damn IT  GUYS HELP MEEEEEE

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