Possessive // h.s

Chapter fifteen

Harry's pov:

My hands shook and my mind ran marathons. Ella was forced to leave about an hour ago due to the visiting schedual. As soon as she left all hell broke loose, I can't be here alone. It will drive me mad, I'm not insane but if I stay here for a long time I might as well be.

Nurses came in and out of my room giving me shots, pills, and lecturing also known as therapy. I hate it here so much, I can't take not being able to see her. I'm sure she hates me now though.

They serve me slop for food and I've thrown up twice eating it. How am I supposed to get out of here when they believe I'm a phsyco. Ella's an emotional wreck, even though I would have expected her to hate me because of my past. Yes, I've kidnapped others in the past, but I've never felt this way about any of them except for her. She has a bright glow thats always with her, her eyes show innocence and her hair is a dark brown like the stumps of the trees in the forrest . It cascades down her small torso and her skin is a heavenly tone.

Maybe I am crazy, I'm sitting in a cell in a mental hospital, talking to myself. Ella deserves better, she doesn't deserve this lunatic ,kidnaping freak. My eyes welt with tears and my back slouches against the cool tiles.

"What I have I done", I sob and close my eyes.

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Ella's pov:

I haven't left my room for 10 hours now, only when i need to use the restroom. Not only am I grounded for eternity but I'm also not allowed to leave the house without an adult. My parents wont even speak to me, let alone look at me. I feel like I broke into a million pieces. The love of my life is in a mental hospital, my parents hate me, and Harry lied to me.

I'm such a sad piece of shit, I shouldn't love him after what he's done to me. All I need to focus on now are my parents and getting my life back together. I need to forget about him, he's where he belongs. I can't keep crying over him, imagine all the other poor girls he must have kidnapped and molested before me. They're probably all dead now at the bottom of a lake slowly decaying.

My spine shutters at the mere thought. I pull the covers away and step out into the dark pit my room has become. I can hear my parents yelling from the top of the stairs. I walk down each step with caution listening to ever word they spoke.

"She needs help, she can't possibly be in love with a freak like him. He kidnapped her for crying out loud!" My mom shouted and it made my head throb. "She doesn't know any better Marissa. She doesn't understand her wrong from her right".

"She's 19 for fuck sakes, she knows not to fall in love with a criminal, he's kidnapped others, and i'm sure if they don't keep him locked up for the rest of his life he'll do it again".
My dad was silent after that, nothing to back me up with. Hot, salty tears stained my face as I cascaded farther down the steps, as soon as I got to the bottom both my parents looked up at me with horror in their eyes.

"Glad to know you still care about me mom", my tone was harsh and scratchy, "glad to think you talk trash about your own daughter instead of being there for me and comforting me", the tears fell faster. "All you ever cared about was teaching your precious little girl to be perfect and to grow up to rule the world", my breathing was shallow, "oh and by the way I don't love him anymore, niether do I love you". And with that I ran out the door and far, far away from that house.

A/N: sorry its a choppy chapter, I'm updating this in school lol..because I haven't written in a while so why not..I hope you're enjoying it

Ily all :)