An Orphan Story

Cһѧpţєя Sı×ţєєň --- Alone

Lisa's POV:
Its been foir days since I lost Ana and I'm a total wreck. I haven't talked to Jack either he has tried but I just walk away or hide all day in the garden, like I was doing right now, I feel terrible but at the same time, can he really blame me? I just lost my sister I just hope he isn't mad...
"Lisa!" I turned around to see Jack was heading my way and he didn't look to happy, I mean, Ana just died, and I have basically been ignoring him. "Jack, I can't ri-" he cut me off my pushing his lips into mine. "I've been waiting for four days to do that." Back said in a calm yet stern voice.
"I-Im sorry Jack I've just-"
"What Lisa? I understand that yuu just lost your sister but pushing me away won't help you."
"I'm not pushing you away!"
"Oh really? That's why you run away when I try to talk to you or hide put here! Lisa I want to help you but I can't if you keep running away for me!"
"Are you fucking serious! I just lost my god damn sister and you choose to yell at me for not being okay! What the actual fuck Jack!"
"What the hell Lisa! I'm yelling because you're pushing me away when I want to help you! I love you and care about you and it fucking hurts when you push me away like this. It hurts so much, I just want to help you."
I looked at hon and tears filled my eyes, this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do but it has to be done.
"Jack, all I've done since we've been together is fuck up and ruin shit, I'm sorry I hurt you, I always end up doing that. I always hurt the one I love the most. What I'm about to do will hurt me forever but I can't keep hurting you, I love you Jack but, we shouldn't be together. I don't want to hurt you anymore."
Tears flood my eyes as I said this to him, a tear fell down his cheek, then another, and another till he was bawling his eyes out. He turned to me and said, "Lisa, is that what you want? You say you don't want to hurt me but that would kill me inside!"
"Jack it'll get easier I cant put you through anymore pain, I've cause enough. OF COURSE I DONT WANT THIS I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR YOU IM SORRY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!" I ran to him and kissed him passionately and then ran off. He screamed for me to come back but I just kept going, years running down my face. I only turned around once to see Jack laying on the floor, rolling around clutching his chest as if he were having a heart attack, my heart broke and I ran off again. I ran to the shed and layes there for hours thinking, I was crying then said to myself, "what the hell did I just do."
A/N
Omg guys WAHHHH I was so sad writing this and it was a total twist!! Can anyone of you agree? Heyyy guy can you please do me a favor? COMMENT haha I never get comments and it so boring so pleasssse comment and what did you guys think about the break up!? Tell me how you fell and the next chapter will be up soon BTW!!!