Lain D'arcy

𝕺𝖓𝖊

𝕶𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊'𝖘 𝖕𝖔𝖛'

I hate her.
I can't stand to look at her.
She's ruined my life the minute she entered it, I want her away, out of my house out of my life out of...I would kill her.

No, no.

I can't think like that, my parents raised me to love and care but I just can't seem to do that for this girl.
She took away my best friend, my person.
He was by my side no matter what, took care of me treated me so well, until she came in the picture and forced him to stop being so close to me and focus on her.

Well he did just that didn't he.
God I want to hate him too, I wish I could do that.

He's still my best friend despite being so distant the past months. And I still love him just as much as I always have.

I've known him my whole life and she's only known him for a year or whatever and they couldn't be more close.

I'm so jealous, I admit it, I'm dying to tell her off and tell Lain to leave her but I wouldn't do that, never.
I promised I wouldn't stir up stuff in between his relationship ever and made him promise the same.

So I'm going to keep it this way for as long as it takes.

I swim in the lake behind our house trying to get some alone time, in the beautiful blue water that was so clear and calming i could stay here all day.

My mind gets light and I just relax and float around.

But people like to disturbed my alone time as you can tell.
Milo and everyone else come running and shouting, jumping in the water and stirring my mood.

Gosh sometimes I wish my parents didn't say they could practically live in our home.
I need to be alone sometimes too.

I'm going to have a talk with dad later.
My health matters more than anything to them, I know they will understand.

I sigh and swim to the side seeing as everyone was having fun and taking up space. Now obviously Keira, Lain's girlfriend is present too, she wouldn't miss a moment when they're all gathered up at my house.

I resist the urge to roll my eyes when I see her getting closer to Lain and clinging to him.
Milo and Lucian push each other around and I just try to stay away from all of them.

Carden, one of Milos friends that is my age swims to me and tries getting me in a good mood.
Carden is funny and a good guy, I like him just as much as Milo, they're great friends.

I keep them close.
He always teases me and pushes me to explore and that's what I like about him, he's adventurous.
With him I laugh the hardest, no arguments.

"Jump on my shoulders, Kylie." He pulls me and I giggle, that's what we always do when we're in the water. We're always trying new tricks and I love that about our friendship. It's exciting.

"Go under." I tell him and he does, sliding his head in between my thighs and making me sit on his shoulders.
He pulls up and breaths loudly as he'd been under for a little bit.
His hands holding my thighs, to balance me and I tried to hold onto his wrists since I felt like I was going to slip off.

"Whoever said Kylie was getting big, deserves to go to jail!" Carden shouted as I frowned, what the hell?

"What?" I got lower and whispered to him.
"Who said that?"

"Oh someone that's currently present." He makes a face and looks around finally laying his eyes on Kiera.

"She said I was getting fat?" I asked and he nodded.

"Wait who said that?" Milo cut in on the conversation and everyone stopped splashing around, the one who said it was being very obvious but she didn't speak.
"First of all they should look at themselves because they've been looking extra ugly lately and second of all whoever in this group decides to fat, ugly, slut shame anyone at anytime they should just walk out right now before I get fucking violent." He states in all his seriousness, involving everyone in the circle that we've unintentionally made.

The offender didn't admit saying anything of the lines but she shamelessly looked down.
That's what you get for talking behind my back.

My friends would give their lives for me and I just know it, they've made sure to let me know that since we started maturing somewhat.
I've done a lot for them and they've let me know that they'll be with me whenever I need help with anything and I trust them, I lean against them.

"I agree, that's messed up," Lucian, my little brother joins in openly glaring at Kiera.
He knows, he knows that I hate her and that she would say those things about me.
He also doesn't like her, he's very close to me so I tell him pretty much anything.

Lain stays silent at the other end and just looks around like he doesn't even care what's happening.

"Can you take me to the edge? I want to get out." I tell Carden and he does as I say, making sure I sit on the edge and get off dry.
"Do you want to come?" I ask him and he doesn't ask why or where, he immediately jumps out the water and takes my towel from the floor draping it across my shoulders and side hugging me as we walk.

"Are you ok?" He asks when we're a good distance from the lake and I nod.
I shouldn't get offended by her words, knowing who's talking.

"I'm not fat." I chuckle as we walk inside the back door and slide it close before heading for the stairs.
"I'm not going to get worked up over nobody's words." I shake my head looking forward.

"That's the spirit, you shouldn't care what a bitch says. You are always better than a person who tries to take you down by shaming you in any kind of way." He brushes my hair away from my face as we walk up the stairs and towards my room.

"Thanks for being here." I look at him with a smile and he smiles back, pinching my cheek after.

"What are we doing?" He asks as we enter my room and I get to changing my clothes and drying my hair.

The water is clean and fresh so I don't need to wash them.

"Honestly, that's up to you," I grin at him and wait for him to suggest something.

"Strip club!" He excitedly suggests and I turn to him with a 'are you joking' face and he groans.
"Fine then, we should go for lunch and then go take a couple shots and go explore abandoned places." My eyebrows rise in excitement and I nod, a smile making its way on my lips.

"Yeah?" he challenges me and I nod, not even hesitating.

"Obviously." I chuckle and he jumps like a kid.

"Imma go change real quick, be right back." He runs out my room and leaves the door open, I can hear his feet slapping agains the marble floors as he ran to the room he had his clothes in and I laughed.

Hope the others don't try to join, I want to be left alone for one day, damn it.

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