⚠️contains bad language, ED, self harm, toxic relationship, abuse⚠️
"He hates her."
"No he doesnt, not really. She just makes him feel things that he's claimed doesn't exist."
A Mattheo Riddle love story.
| ENEMIES TO LOVERS |
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The bright light of the sun is shining through my window and I slowly wake up,
Fuck. I have school, I'm tired.
I slowly get out of my bed and walk to my bathroom, brushing my hair and putting on my mascara,
It's so tiring just to be Living, it's tiring. I'm tired of living Alive Alive Alive
I roll my eyes at myself and walk out of the bathroom and put on clothes, grabbed my wand and went out of my dorm, to the boys dormitory. I went to Draco's room, last year he shared a dorm with Blaise but since 6th year he has his own dorm.
Just before I entered I heard something, or someone? Oh- it's moaning. Really? Ugh he is gross
I knocked on the door just to fuck with him "Rapunzel, are you shagging someone on the first day? You horny fuck" I chuckled to myself before walking away
I enter the great hall and just look around to see if I can spot Blaise. And I do
I walk over to him and sit next to him "Hey lovely" he said to me "hello Blaise, wanna know what I heard before I wanted to enter Barbies room?" I shake my head when thinking about it "Let me guess.. moaning?"
"How did you guess?" I say, fake shocked "the horny fucker, but who?" hm, who could it be? "Oh maybe that girl he was talking about?" oh shit maybe I shouldn't have said that "what? Girl? He didn't tell me about that, is he seeing someone?"
"I'm not saying anything" I said and winked at him "oh no you don't get to wink at me" he tried to act mad "Imma eat so much, I'm so hungry" I chuckled "You are always hungry Blaise" I wasn't hungry even if I was I wasn't gonna eat breakfast "you should eat too Autumn, I know it's difficult and I'm really proud of you." I gave him a soft smile "Thanks Blaise, but I'm really not hungry" he nodded "that's okay, I might not understand what's going on but I'm here for you. Don't forget that"
"Thank you, I really appreciate it." I say and give him a hug "I care so much about you Autumn, you don't even know" he says while hugging me back "and I care more about you" I pull back from the hug "oh that's not possible."
I get up from the table "I'm off to class, see you later." He nods "see you later" he says and blows me a kiss, I catch it and blow one back which he also catches
I walk out of the great hall to my first class, I know it's only 8:40 but I just wanted to get away from everyone. My first class is charms.
I'm quite smart, got it from all the books I read. Some people say life is like a book 'some chapters are sad, some are happy blah blah blah' if life was a book, I would gladly close it and burn it to the ground.
I always think I want to disappear and I told that to Draco, he said to me 'you always say you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found'
