⚠️contains bad language, ED, self harm, toxic relationship, abuse⚠️
"He hates her."
"No he doesnt, not really. She just makes him feel things that he's claimed doesn't exist."
A Mattheo Riddle love story.
| ENEMIES TO LOVERS |
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These people are just cuddling, dirty fucker —————————————————
Draco, Blaise and I decided to go to the New Years Eve party at 1 am. The party was still booming with flashing lights and loud music
We were gathered around a table with Draco next to me, Pansy next to him, Theodore and Blaise next to her and on the opposite of me a couple of hufflepuffs and Slytherins I didn't know.
Theodore had brought weed, some muggle drug. Everyone took some drags and a 5th year hufflepuff boy asked if I wanted too.
I nod and take the rolled up paper. I bring it to my lips and take a long drag while closing my eyes, already feeling my thoughts slowing down. I open my eyes and take the weed away from my face before blowing out the smoke.
Everyone is looking at me with wide eyes "you smoke?" Pansy asks making me raise a brow "not anymore, I did quite some time ago tho."
"That was the biggest hit I've ever seen" The boy from Slytherin on the opposite of me says flabbergasted.
I just shrug it off, why do they care so much? Mind your damn business people.
"I'm gonna go to the loo" I announce as if they care about that sort of thing, I walk off away from the party into the corridor. I already feel a slight effect of the weed.
- MATTHEO RIDDLE POV -
after I was done with... wel you know. I went out of my dorm straight to the astronomy tower to take my mind off of things.
I have to turn 1 corner and then I'm at the spiral stairs but just before I do I hear something. Crying and a soft voice, Autumn her voice. I peek around the corner to see her crouched down in front of a little first year.
The boy is crying on the floor and she cups his face. "You have to stand up for yourself." She whispers while wiping away his tears. "You can't let those stupid boys walk all over you." She whispers again, he nods while sniffling.
"If they hurt you again you tell me immediately, I'll show them something so that they won't do it again, okay?"
A tear slips down his cheek before she pulls him in for a hug, he hugs her back tightly.
This girl is too good for this fucked up world. She's nice to everyone, how come she hates herself so much?
She gives him a kiss on his forehead and tells him off to bed. She's the most caring person in the world, I love that about her.
That's something different then loving her
Right?
Yeah definitely. I don't love her I'm not aloud to love her I can't love her
I'm not worthy enough to love her.
- AUTUMN GREY POV -
After I helped my lil best friend Troy I didn't feel like going back to the party so I went to my dorm.
"Alohamora" I say opening my dorm up.
I turn on my light and get scared to death "oh my fucking god Mattheo" I say sliding down the wall after that hart attack
The bitch is just sitting on my bed
"Didn't mean to scare you" he says calmly "well you did" I say in a sigh "what in the fuck are you even doing here?"
"Got bored of wanking?" I say giggly, I'm so damn funny. "Haha funny Gray" he says annoyed "oh last name basis now? I really did piss you off didn't I Theo" I say and smile in the most annoying ass smile ever
He has a confused look on his face "are you high?"
"I mean.. no well yes but not really. Just a lil bit" I say while standing up and walking to my closet. I still have this uncomfortable dress on.
"Close your eyes bitch" I say loudly and he obliges. I take off the dress and put on a tank top with sweat pants.
I walk over to my bed and lay down, Mattheo opens his eyes again and looks at me. "Your so weird" he says with a little smile on his face. "Wow thanks" I say sarcastically and roll my eyes "not in that way weirdo. In the good way" he says scanning my face
I smile and roll my eyes, I'm so tired.
"Are you gonna lay down or are you gonna keep staring at me? Because I wanna sleep" I say making him chuckle
He has sweatpants on and a black shirt
He lays down next to me under the covers and stares at my ceiling with a slight smile. I enchanted it so that it looks like a night sky full of stars.
I turn away from him and close my eyes until I feel his arm slowly placed on my waist and around my belly. He pulls me close and holds me tightly
I close my eyes again and slowly drift off to a peaceful sleep
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Kinda short chapter sorry lmaoooo but yeah stuff is going good. This shit is just really fucking boring to write that's why it's so short
Hope y'all are doing good, I'm not haha👍 Anyway love you all dearly and if you need someone you can always dm me!!!<3 Take care of urself bb, you deserve it -Raven
