⚠️contains bad language, ED, self harm, toxic relationship, abuse⚠️
"He hates her."
"No he doesnt, not really. She just makes him feel things that he's claimed doesn't exist."
A Mattheo Riddle love story.
| ENEMIES TO LOVERS |
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——————————————————— Kinda third person pov?- Autumn slowly openend her eyes getting used to the sunlight, then she notices the blonde boy sleeping on her stomach. He was softly snoring, probably dreaming about something. She was happy that he told her but also sad, sad that he had to go through such horrible stuff. She was scared, scared of what could happen to him.
He fluttered his eyes open while yawning "Goodmorning" he said and tiredly, smiling up at her. Smiling about the fact that Autumn still loved him, she loved him even after what he had become. After what he did, getting the dark mark the girl still loved him with her whole heart.
"Goodmorning" she smiled back at him "We should get ready, it's already 7.30" Draco said while getting up from the very comfortable position "what? It's already that late?? I have to shower."
Draco put on his clothes from yesterday and went to his own dorm to freshen up while Autumn went into the bathroom, looking into the mirror. At her messy hair and face, her wrinkly clothes, her legs and feet. Like normal she wanted to puke, just by looking at herself.
She wanted to think good of herself, but that wasn't possible. She wanted the whole school to hate her instead of herself, self hate is the worst kind of hate. When other people hate her, she can escape. She could just go to her room and be happy but with self hate it's different, you can't escape self hate. It's alway there, the bad thoughts.
She took off her clothes and went into the shower, putting it very very warm.
After a couple minutes of just thinking with the hot water burning her skin she washed her hair and her body with shampoo that smells like cherry, her favorite.
She stepped out of the shower and dried herself off, looking into the mirror again. Looking at the ugly, hated, hurt girl she sees. She doesn't see beauty, no she only sees a mistake. She thought it was pathetic, all the time spend looking at herself.
She looked away and got out of the bathroom walking to her wardrobe, thinking what she should wear today. She put on a grey shirt with a green zip up hoodie and some black jeans. A cute outfit, yes!
It was now 8.10 so she could eat breakfast but as per usual, she didn't. She went to the black lake to just get some peace
She almost arrived but saw that Mattheo was sitting there, she questioned herself if she should go there or just turn around and go to Draco "Are you just gonna stand there Gray?" Mattheo shouted at her, she didn't have a choice now. It would be too awkward to walk back, so she walked to him
"Hi" she said to him while sitting down next to him "what are you doing here this early in the morning?" He asked her, looking at the beautiful lake "I could ask you the same question" she repeated what he said to her a day ago
He chuckled "You are pathetic, really" he said after a while of silence, she looked away from the lake to look at the curly haired boy sitting next to her and he was already looking at her "why are you like this?" She asked him, more to herself. He didn't answer
