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I wake up in my own dorm, I have school again. I get out of my bed and get ready for breakfast, grab my wand and walk out of my dorm
As I walk into the common room someone in the corner abruptly gets up, it's Atlas "there's my little star" I smile at him, he runs up to me and I wrap my arms around him "were the hell have you been Autumn, I was so goddamn worried"
"I wasn't feeling so well, needed some time away from the school" I lie to him as he looks up at me "that's the fattest lie ever bitch, tell me Autumn. Come on, I'm your brother! You have to tell me" he pouts his lip "and best friend" he adds
"It's the truth, have you eaten yet by the way?" I ask him, changing the subject. He glances at me before shaking his head "well come on then, let's get something to eat" I say as I grab his hand and drag him toward the great hall
I see Theodore and Blaise standing besides the big door, I let Atlas enter and tell him he can go without me
"You." Blaise says as he stares at me, I smile weakly. "No no, you do not get to smile. Where the actual fuck have you been Autumn Amora Gray"
Oh Merlin he just used my whole name, "I- well I was just-" Theodore is just standing besides him, holding his laugh.
"Tell me where the hell you've been in 3 seconds or I'll never talk to you again." He says very serious. "My father wanted to see me." I lie
Again,
I fucking hate lying
But damn am I good at it"Oh shit really? What did he want" he changed his voice immediately and switches to a much sweeter tone. "It was fine, I handled it." I smile at him, he hugs me tightly
"I thought you were fucking dead bitch, please never do this to me again" I hug him back as I promise him to never leave without saying anything.
We walk into the great hall together and I sit down next to Atlas, we eat and talk together but after half an hour or so I begin to feel sick
"Excuse me, Imma go to the loo" I say in a hurry and rush to the girls lavatory, the one that no one uses.
I run to one of the stalls and fall to my knees in front of the toilet, the breakfast I just ate leaving my body again. Memories flooding my head but also a feeling of relief entering my mind, the miserable feeling leaving my body.
I stand up as I clean my mouth and flush the disgusting mess away, I walk to the sink and wash my hands as I look at myself
What a mess you are
Disgusting
A disgrace"Shut the fuck up" I cry still looking at the most stupid fucking person in front of me
The monster in the mirror
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Monster In The Mirror | M.R
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