↷. 🎪 ঌ ࣪₀ 🦩 .˚ ☁️ ༺ ◛*➶ 。˚ ♯
❝ and you say, as long as i'm here 𝖓𝖔 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖍𝖚𝖗𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚. don't wanna lie here, but you can 𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖓 to ❞ ⁺◟༉ ꜜ𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶: everything i wanted — Billie Eilish
・♩: *・゚🎼 :* ◄◄ ▐▐ ►► ・゚♪: * ・゚♫:*i'm a dumbass but that's not news to myself. something wasn't right and i knew exactly what it was- i just didn't want to admit it out loud.
i know i have really bad communication issues but every time i tried to bring it up my mouth just didn't say anything. we were at a really good place in our relationship but i didn't wanna mess it up because i was possibly starting to have trust issues.
jack knew something was up- he had too. it's not because i acted like something was but it was wrong but it was because he knew me so well. well at least i hope it was.
i didn't mean to be sorta distant but i didn't know if what rubi said was actually true or not. sure jack acted like it wasn't but he never told me it wasn't.
i mean she was in salt lake city at the exact game as we were, that's not a coincidence. it's either she's a stalker or what she was saying about jack texting her was true.
i trusted him but at the same time you know how men can get, they lie about shit like this. what's also getting me is that fact that jack hasn't even brought up what she said.
i was expecting him to tell me she was lying but he hasn't said anything. the only time he brings up the date is when he sees those edits of us on his foryou page.
it wasn't wrong for me to be suspicious right?
"nyasia." jack snapped his finger in front of my face zoning me back in, he furrows his eyebrows, "you good, you spaced out for a long time?" he asked.
i just nodded my head, i wasn't about to say something right before his concert, "yeah i'm fine." i assured him.
jack gave me a blank stare, "you sure- you've been kinda off this week?" he asked again, i just nodded my head and started drinking my water.
i wanted to curl myself up in a ball and hide, especially since i really wanted to tell him, but he was about to go on stage and i didn't wanna mess up his mood before a preformance. "i'm fine baby i promise." i chuckled and ran my coffin nails trough his hair.
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