xxxvi. He Knows What I Think About

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↷. 🎪 ঌ ࣪₀ 🦩 .˚ ☁️ ༺ ◛*➶ 。˚ ♯
❝ i had this 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖔𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖌, she fucked my bro and gave him 𝖇𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖓. and she expect for me to 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖍𝖊𝖗, i could 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖇𝖊 𝖆 𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 ❞ ⁺◟༉ ꜜ

𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶: Ain't No Way Around It — Future・♩: *・゚🎼 :* ◄◄  ▐▐   ►► ・゚♪: * ・゚♫:*

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𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶: Ain't No Way Around It — Future
・♩: *・゚🎼 :* ◄◄  ▐▐   ►► ・゚♪: * ・゚♫:*


















i'm not a whore but sometimes you just have there whorey urges. i was currently having one of those urges, the worst part about it was i was currently in public buying food.

that's not the biggest problem in my life, my biggest problem was my relationship. the whole concept of it all now is really fucking with me, and on top of that jack was distant. not the normal type of distant either- it's the kinda distant where he wasn't doing things he normally did, like my good morning text, the sending me random emoji's or memes throughout the day, you know the small shit.

it was my fault or course, so i pretended like i didn't notice at first but now i really fucking did. i woke up this morning and stared at my phone for an hour until it was past twelve and i still didn't get a text.

i swear to god i almost cried, i thought my baby had forgotten about me or fell off the face of the cliff.

when i went on instagram i had the urge to actually push him off the face off a cliff, i had gotten the notification that he posted on his story- so my mood was blown. it wasn't a big thing to make a mess about, so i didn't. i was regretting it because i still haven't gotten a text from him all day...

it was partially my fault, let me stop under exaggerating- it was totally all my fault. he said he was in love with me and i didn't say it back. sure he might have said he was okay with me not saying it back but i could tell he wasn't.

he was distancing himself from the relationship so he could have a safety net in case we don't work out. i don't know who that man think he is but i'll snatch the net from right under him if he even thinks about leaving me.

why you need a safety net? we're not going any fucking where, that's what i think he doesn't understand.

just because i'm not in love with him doesn't mean that we're not going to be together because we are. call it toxic or whatever but that's just how it was.

i hope he don't think i would just let him leave? i might not be a controlling person i wouldn't just let him leave.

𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝐝*𝐜𝐤 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐲... jack harlowWhere stories live. Discover now