Always Here | Jennie×FemReader (Completed)

Part - 21

Y/N

It's been four days when I stopped texting Jennie, waiting for her and going to her house

I've also submitted my resignation letter and would she even care that I'll be out of her company?

She might even be happy that drop out off her company now that she have someone

I saw her last time having a coffee with a guy, not just an ordinary guy but it was Kai laughing all his hearts out, they were also in the public eye

She did not even care if there will be someone that might take a picture of them

And I envied it every way possible, maybe that's the reason she broke up with me

Because Kai could give her everything that she wants, tell the whole world that Jennie was him's and he was Jennie's

I was getting tired

Tired from crying for her all day long, getting tired asking myself was I not enough?

JENNIE

It's been four days since Y/n stopped texting me, waiting for me and even waiting outside my house

Was she now moving in from me? Now that I think of Y/n forgetting about me, having a happy relationship with someone it does hurt

It hurts

"Someone filled for a resignation" Jisoo said as she handed me the bond paper containing the employee's letter It was already getting late

When I've finish some of the pilled works and now it was time for me to approve the resignation letter

When I opened the letter, my tears started to fall

'Y/n Y/l/n' a resignation from Y/n

What the hell? why does it hurt now that I was so determined to have to let her go? why can't I simply sign the damn paper, why can't I simply forget about her?

Without the power to hold the wall I've built between her and I, I dialed Rosé's number

"Hello?" she said as soon as she answered my call

"This is Jennie, ughm it might be sudden but may I know where Y/n is?" the line went dead for about a minute before she replied

"Y/n has been gone the past four days, she doesn't want to be with anyone" Rosé replied and I dropped the call

She can't do this to me

She can't go out of my life without even saying goodbye

She can't go out of my life without me telling her I love you for the last time

She can't go out of my life without me having to see her face.

For the last time

So I drove to the only place I know where she could be hiding

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As soon as I entered the house, I was relieved when I saw her.

She was sitting on the sofa, having her face hidden away from me

"Y/n" I spoke but she was not looking at me.

She did not acknowledged my presence

"why didn't you text me?" I asked her, an selfish act for me but still no response

"Y/n" I called her again and this time she faced me and it broke my heart.

Her eyes was bloodshot from crying and crying and she looks so tired, tired because of me

She stood up and cornered me on the wall, both of her hands are at the side of my head, blocking any attempt of escape

"tell me of you don't want me anymore Jennie, I'm getting tired...." she said to me

"I don't even have 1/4 of what Kai could offer to you..." she continued

I don't want Kai to be with me, all I want is her

"please tell me Jennie, that you don't want me anymore. I cannot give you anything except for my heart and myself"

"Y/n..." I said but was cut by her words

"you told me that as long as we have each other, we can go through anything, please tell me Jennie"

I was left astound, I didn't know what to say

"please tell me I'm not enough, please tell me to stop loving you already because

"I'm exhausted waiting for something that won't even be mine, please" Y/n pleaded and it was breaking the both of us so much

"I can't" I said in a whisper but Y/n was able to hear it

"then please, don't shut me out" she said before her lips was on mine:

Kissing me like her everything

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