This game is sh*t!

Chapter 4

Theodore's (the  Crown Prince) POV 

It's been a few weeks since I visited my fiancée furthermore she is a mean and sadistic girl. I thought that she'd be a nice noble lady who got engaged to me. She at least should be happy about that! But no, she dared to make the Crown Prince of this country, me, fall and did it on purpose! How can she do that, does she have no fear of the Imperial Family, because she is the only daughter of duke Montrose, who is second to the Royal Family!? She could go to jail for that, even if she is the lady of a very influential family. Ugh, I always think of how she humiliated me like that! It makes me so angry! I just want to...

"Your Highness, his Majesty is waiting for you in his office." a servant informed me suddenly. "Is it very urgent?" I asked. I don't want to go to that old man, he'll just scream at me for being a mistake.

Everybody wants the Crown Prince's position. It's the thing, I'd want to be the least because you have to be perfect and you also get all the attention. And if I make just one tiny mistake, it will haunt me to adulthood. I was born between the Emperor and his beloved Empress. He loved her, so much that he'd do anything for her and he even ignored a big meeting when she got hurt. The Emperor never took another woman and I really understand why. She was pretty, intelligent, and very kind to anyone, no matter what status. But one day when I was 6 years old, she suddenly vanished out of thin air. Everybody, especially the king looked for her, but she was never found. That day, my mother and I sneaked out of the palace to go to the market. We had fun and we returned with the carriage. In the carriage, she let me sleep on her lap and I quickly fell asleep. Though after a while I was woken up by the coachman and he asked me where the Empress was. And those were the last words I could say before being sad for the rest of my life: "Isn't she here right next to me...". After the shocking news, my father was never the same. He never smiled again and always demanded things of me that I couldn't do, for example winning against an old man who has spent almost his life being a knight. I always got punishments for no reason and that's how I spent my dull days. 

"It is." the servant said in a very serious tone. I sighed. I'm sure he wants to see me train or something like that. "Alright, I'll go," I said after I left my book on my bed. The minute after I entered his office room, he already mocked me: "Why aren't you training!? Stop sitting around reading books, that's what only girls do. Sometimes I don't know if I made the right decision to give you the Crown Prince title. Your cousin is way stronger than you! You should learn a few things from him so that you can be useful to the country..." And here it goes, the daily session of insulting me. I'm so tired of this. "...So that you can become a bit competent to rule my empire in the future, I'll spar with you." Wait, he wants to spar!? He already knows that I will lose. "Alright, I'll spar with your Majesty." I agreed slowly. We went to the training grounds and he took two swords, throwing one to me & keeping the other one. "I won't hold back just because you are my son." You wouldn't hold back, no matter what.
(A/N: Aye, please don't lie, we already know you are going hard on him for revenge.🙄😂) After I saw his posture, I began to shudder. He isn't going to go easy on me. And I was shocked that I got away with a few scratches. Even though it still hurt, I snuck out to the library. The library was my favorite place, because nobody would bother me. For one minute I could be me, not the Crown Prince, the real me. And I spent many days here with my beautiful mother Katelyn. My tears began to stream down and he bent down to cry in a comfortable position.
(A/N: Bro, I feel you. No matter what, try to be in a comfy stance. Or the monsters who give you pain and aches will haunt you!!!👹Ghosts count too!👻😂)
"Excuse me? " a someone asked me. When I noticed her, I turned my face in the other direction. No, why is she here!? She'll make fun of me if she sees my tears! "Go away!" I shouted while I tried to wipe the tears away. She asked if I was okay, but I just sobbed and hid my tears under my arms.  After she watched me for a while crying, she hugged me. Huh, why is she hugging me? Is she pitying me!? "Don't worry, everything is alright. Do you want to tell me why you are crying?" she said trying to stop my tears. I sobbed."You know if you share your problems, you'll feel better. it's okay to cry, no matter what age or gender you are." she said gently. I then looked up at her and broke down in tears again. She suddenly ripped a piece of her dress. "Ah, what are you doing!?" I asked loudly. She brushed off my question and asked again if I could tell her what had happened. I then finally agreed to tell her what happened. It was the first time I opened myself to anyone except my mother. She might not be that bad. And I was mean to her first so I understand, why she reacted like that.  I should have been nicer to her.

To be continued..........

A/N: Guys, sorry this is late, cuz I kinda had no idea what to write but then the idea popped out of nowhere and had some family drama, so yeah, hope you enjoyed this and bye!!!👋👋👋

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