Apparently , we are back to Nigeria and everyone has gone back to their normal routine , but the exciting part is that my twin's wedding is approaching yayyyyy!!!!!.Opps I forgot to announce that I've gone back to school , so frustrating .
Babe you need to listen to me , meeting a therapist is the best idea sageer argued again ; yeah you guessed right that was what we've been arguing about . " Sageer please let me live my life and I'm not going for the DAMN THERAPY I shouted . " did you just raised you voice at me , you've really grown wings and let me tell you something hassana you must go for that damn therapy wether you like it or not sageer said giving me a dangerous look and left the house banging the front door .
Is it a must to go for the therapy, why does he always control my life without thinking about me I said with tears spilling from my eyes . This is the second time we fought because of the therapy of a thing and the first one wasn't something I want to ever remember.
Time skip ............
It's already 12am and sageer is still not back I kept pacing back and forth in the living room . Just then the door cracked open and an exhausted looking sageer came in which clearly indicated that he was punching something, something he does when he is angry .
Sageer !!!!! I said rushing towards him to clean the blood oozing from his hands , but he swat his hands away which almost made me to tremble. " Please sageer don't do this to me again I said sobbing and holding his leg begging him , " I promise to go to the therapist but please don't ignore me like the last time I added still crying . " I love you with all my heart hassana but the things you do makes me go crazy , you won't control my life just because I married you and I also can't control you because that's what you are clearly showing , so please don't go for the therapy , just keep tutoring yourself I don't give a damn about you again he replied and went to his room leaving me in misery .......
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Two weeks after nothing has changed between i and sageer , he doesn't talk to me just greets me or tell me something important, and the depressing part of that he doesn't eat my food again . Well I hate to admit it but the therapy is somehow working because I've been having peaceful nights even though it's the cause of our fight but what can I do it's already done ughhh.
So can you tell me how you felt when you heard the new about losing your child ? Mrs shasha my therapist asked me . " it was actually shocking at first because I didn't even know that I was pregnant and I started becoming depressed although no one knew about it except for my husband of course but then I just had to accept my fate because I can't really do anything about it I said wiping my tears .
It's ok I understand, but did you have any suicidal thoughts sorry to ask she asked again passing me a tissue roll ." Nahh and it was actually surprising because a lot of people that get depressed always have suicidal thoughts , and I think it was also because I had supportive family and husband I said and she nodded .
Let me tell you something that I've never told any of my patient , I've actually been through all this before and it wasn't easy at all because I attempted to kill myself several times and no one was there to stop me because everyone was being selfish , but you are even lucky that you have a supportive husband and family so please stop giving your husband and hard time and listen to whatever he says she advised and wipe her unknown tears 🙂.
I'm really sorry I said passing her the tissue roll and we both chuckled. I spent an hour there and decided to go home as in my father's house.
I met ya sally , Amal and manal there and we sat down and talked after eating ." So you guys what do you think of emerald green for the dinner , I've seen some dresses that looked very nice hussaina said as she passed her Mac book around .
The first one 👇🏻
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And the second one
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I like the second one I chirped in ." Same ya sally replied and we all decided to go for the first one . And then for the bridesmaids it's going to be a dark green dress hussaina said and we nodded and continued talking about the wedding with me thinking about my life .
Snap out of it hassana ya sally said snapping her hands around my face . Sorry I said looking away because they were giving me the looks . " what happened you have been between you and sageer ya sally asked and I looked down trying to blink back my tears ." It's nothing I said looking up ." So we look like zee and sameer ya sally asked and I nodded negatively.
It's just that we've been having some misunderstandings and the suddenly Zara came in the picture and became close to sageer and the worst part is that he doesn't even acknowledge me even though I've apologized several times I said breaking down . " I'm tired wallahi I've tried , but he isn't even listening to me at all I added and they all hugged me saying soothing words to me .
Hey ,hey ,hey !!!!!!!!!!!! So here's another chapter enjoy ...................
