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Chapter 3

There! Hi again! Connected. It hasn't been that long.... has it? I don't know. I lost track of time.

I'm talking as if time exists. Time is just a thing made up by humans, to make things seem linear. In reality, time is more circular and complicated. Humans just can't understand that- so put time on a linear scale. They group everything into centuries, decades, years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds, even beyond that, just to have some sort of organisation in their life.

To give themselves a sense of knowledge, to create schedules, deadlines. It's weird.

Sorry. I went off talking about nothing again.

I went through ever Astro I could find. Every single one of them was pointless, maybe he existed in the past. Or he is yet to exist.

But then how would I know him if he's yet to exist.

I wonder what point of 'time' you are in. I wonder if it's the same as mine. I don't know where I am, I could be light years away from you- way behind the era your in. Or ahead. Space is weird.

Maybe I'm even beyond space. I wonder what is beyond space.

Maybe that is where I am. Beyond space might just be nothing. So I may be there. If the universe ever does end. It's ever expanding, growing into itself.

Or maybe I'm in another universe, I wonder if the multiverse exits. That would be crazy.

Imagine a new timeline created every decision you make. There is some crazy possibilities out there.

If it is real, I wonder if fictional worlds are real. Your favourite film, book, TV show - their universe could exist somewhere out there. Maybe.

Sorry, I done it again. I'm sorry if your not interested in this stuff. I just like to think. A lot.

Woah. I just thought of a colour again. Blue again.

Hold on.
Let me try something.

🔵

Do you see that? I think I just showed you blue!

I wonder how you do see that.

I wonder how this connection feels for you. If you can just sense it, or if everything goes into your brain, or through an external source.

Anyways, Astro lead to nothing. I don't know what to do now. Just wait here and think for eternity I suppose, as usual.

I still don't know where I am.
I don't really know who I am.
I don't know if I ever did.

Maybe I am no one. I don't know.

For now, I'll just think some more. Thinking never gets boring, imagination is a powerful thing.

Sorry, you probably have more important things to do than listen to me. I'll leave you, and go think. Maybe I might remember something. Or think of something important. I don't know.

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End of chapter 3
Thanks for reading once again, if you've stayed this far. I really appreciate it.