After I sent the text to Lily, I tried to sleep but I toss and turned all night. I couldn't get rid of the look of pain on her face when she walked in or the hate in her eyes when she was in Dev's room. I fucked up so bad, I let my stupid jealousy ruin the thing I have wanted since I was kid. I finally got her and in a week I lost her. Before he went to bed, dad came in and told me why she was laughing. He told me about her decision to be single, to do who and what she wants. Then he told me about the princes. I started shaking with anger but dad reminded me that I didn't have a right to be angry and said again how disappointed in me he was. Then he said something that broke my heart but I knew he was right.
"Give her space and time. Let her do what she wants and don't hold anything against her. Wait until she is ready before you try to be anything more than friends. In the meantime, fix your relationship with Devin, he's your best friend." Then he left the room. I've been holding her necklace since I picked it up. I wanted to turn my mind off but I couldn't. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her beautiful face looking at me with so much pain and hate. It made me want to puke. The thought of others touching her body, kissing her sweet lips, was driving me crazy and pissed me off. All I wanted to do was grab her up, go home, lock her in our room and grovel until she forgives me.
Before I knew it, the sun was coming up. I got up and went to get in the shower. It was then that I had a panic attack. I fell to my knees, the water hitting my back, and I clutched my chest. I started to cry so hard that I couldn't breathe. My heart hurt so much. I couldn't stop the images of her with others from going through my mind. After about 20 minutes, I managed to calm down. I got washed up and changed. I waited ten years for her, I can wait a few months. I can wait however long it takes, she is worth it. There was a knock on my door. Thinking it was my dad, I opened the door but didn't look before I turned around. Then I felt arms go around me, my heart skipped thinking it was my Lily. I turned around, and I was met with the wrong pair of brown eyes. I quickly pushed her arms off of me.
"Go away, Olivia." She pouted.
"It's Octavia baby, it's okay though. You didn't have a chance to moan it over and over again since we were rudely interrupted." She walked towards me, unbuttoning her white shirt. "I figured I'd serve you breakfast in bed." She ran her hand down my chest to the top of my pants. I pushed her away. "What's wrong baby?"
"I don't want you." She pouted.
"That's not what you were saying last night." She smiled.
"I was pissed off and you followed me to my room. You were convenient. Because of you, I lost the love of my life. Now leave."
"What is so fucking special about that bitch that both of you want her and not me?" She whined.
"What?"
"I'm hotter and wilder than her. Yet you and Noah want her." She gasped and her eyes went wide as she realized what she just said. I grabbed her by the throat and slammed her into the wall.
"That's it baby, I love it rough." She purred. I have never wanted to hit a female so bad in my life.
"Kade Angelo King! What the fuck are you doing?"
"Get Lily. It was a fucking set-up. Just get her dad."
"She left, she's having breakfast with the princes." I growled, my fangs popped out.
"The princes? How the hell does such an ugly tramp get four hot guys wanting her?" I squeezed her throat, watching her scratch at my hands.
"Kade, let her go." I loosened my grip but didn't let go. "Start talking."
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Her First Love
RomanceDo you remember your first love? How your heart raced every time you saw them? Were they also your best friend? What do you do when they leave and for 10 years you haven't seen them or talked to them? It's like they completely disappeared and left y...