Her First Love

Delilah's POV pt.1

I laid on Jordan's chest, I've had a lot of sex but that. That felt different. It wasn't just sex to either of us and that scared me. I think I'm falling for him. Every thing about him was perfect, he makes me laugh, all the time, he's kind, he's doesn't try to control me, well, except for in bed, which I'm perfectly okay with. He makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the room, he is drop-dead gorgeous and has so many girls after him, but he doesn't make me feel insecure or worry that he doesn't want me. I'm always happy when I'm with him, even when things look bad, he makes me smile and forget the bad.

"Jordan?"

"Yeah, Angel?"

"Am I yours?"

"Yes."

"Are you mine?"

"For as long as you want me."

"Can I sleep in here tonight?" he started brushing my hair with his fingers.

"You can sleep in here whenever you want."

"If we get into a fight, will you....."

"Never. I promise I am not like the others. If we fight, we will work it out, I'm with you and only you. Look at me Lilah, please." I put my head beside his, looking at him. He cupped my cheek. "I know why you are worried, I don't blame you, after everything you've been through. I will always fight for you, sure, I'll look at other girls, because I'm not rude and I look at the person I'm talking to, but you will never see want or lust when I do. You are the only one I want. You are my dream girl and I will do anything I have to, to keep you."

"I'm a mess, you get that, right?"

"Everyone is a mess, in some way." I yawned and laid my head on his chest, eyes closed.

"Don't leave me Jordan." I started to fall asleep but I heard his response.

"I'd never dream of it. I love you too much." He whispered the last part, I don't think he wanted me to hear it but I did. I fell asleep on him and it was the best sleep that I've had in years. I woke up with my back against Jordan, and his arm over my waist. I looked down and realized that I was still naked. Everything from last night came flooding back, including him saying he loves me. I smiled at everything, I was extremely happy right now. I turned to face him, he looked so peaceful.

"Jordie, wake up." I booped his nose and he didn't budge, he's such a heavy sleeper. So I did the one thing I knew would get him to wake up. I ran my hand down to his rather large, in every way, member and stroked it.

"Don't start something you can't finish darlin'." Damn, his morning voice is so sexy and perfect.

"I never start anything I can't finish." I kissed him until he was on his back and I got on top. When he tried to line himself up with my entrance, I got off of him and ran to the bathroom. I laughed as he groaned my name. I started the shower and then stepped in. I jumped when I felt hands wrap around my waist and pulled me back to his chest.

"I thought you said you could finish it?"

"I can, I just never said when I would finish it." I laughed as he turned me around.

"Oh, you little tease." He kissed me.

"Yeah, but I'm your tease, my love." He froze for a second, I heard his heart start racing. There was a knock on my door.

"Lilah, Lucy is trying to get in touch with you."

"Thanks Will, I'll call her when I'm done." I heard her laugh then walk away. I finished washing, kissed Jordan, then went to my room. I picked up my phone and checked my messages. I was surprised my group chat was quiet so I decided to message them.