he controls me

intro

Before I even open my eyes I already know I'm not at home, a spring from a worn out bed mattress sticking awkwardly into my back... This is the life I always looked forward to well I was in high school. Waking up in a different person's bed each weekend with a hangover so bad my head feels like it's going to split.
Not as amazing as I always imagined it would be but nevertheless I'm "living the dream"

My thoughts interrupted by the feeling of a smooth hand sliding down my stomach to the lining of my panties,I don't know how many rounds I survived last night but I do know that I should probably leave before the questions start. Sitting up I turn to see a blond eyed devil staring at me, brown eyes staring into my soul, questioning me with his mind. I know I should leave.

Before another word is said I'm out the bed putting my clothes on so fast you'd think I was late for something.I say my goodbyes to the boy lying half naked in the bed...I scurry out and head out the door towards my car. I don't know how long I can keep this up, all the hookups are starting to seem pointless and boring and I start to think that I would rather have stayed home with Sam and rewatch her stupid anime series until I fall asleep.

Today is Thursday and even tho my first class only starts at 11 Sam insisted I meet up with her at the pizzeria down the block from our apartment...my clothes look half decent but my hair is so knotted I cant even get my fingers through it as try to comb it to calm it down, my makeup non existent besdies the black smudges under my eyes. Lucky I always have my stuff in the car and start readying myself in the review mirror in the driveway.

It's already 8:30 and I have to meet Sam at 9 so I fix my mascara and head out to the pizzeria. By the time I get there I have five minutes to spare but not surprisingly Sam is already inside at a table,I make my way to her greeting  and a couple kids from school as I pass through.I sit down at the table and wrap my arms around Sam in greeting not even noticing the cute petite girl across from her.

I look at Sam and she immediately starts tapping her nails on the table showing me she's nervous.... OHHHH shes so busted...I look over to the girl and my suspicions are proved correct when I ID the girl as Sarah Sassenburg, Kyle Sassenburgs sister.No matter how many times I speak to Sam about it,it just doesn't seem to become clear to her...Kyle is  hockey player btw and Sam just can't seem to leave the poor guy alone.

Sam has been on and off stalking Kyle since we met eachother 2 years at a party,it's an unhealthy obsession which she insists on having. I'm interrupted by my thoughts when Sarah greets me holding out her hand I roll my eyes and go over to hug her, people tend to be intimidated by me but I'm actually not half bad.

We spend our time chatting over pizza and talking about all the guys we like, Sam obviously leaving out the part where she would love to bone with Sarah's twin brother, claiming she's interested in someone who doesn't go to ULC with us.

And as much as I'm having right now I'm reminded of how time has become no existent and that theres 35 minutes left till my first class,I need to get to class, I need perfect attendance and need to be on time...counts 5 percent on my grade and to be honest I really need that 5 percent.